In Episode 142, Savlian informed his second in command, Lucilius Marcus, that he and Buffy would leave the following morning for a training expedition that would prepare them to close the Oblivion Gate together. As the captain and the elf shared some of their family histories, Savlian stunned Buffy with his dark self-assessment that he would be an unsuitable mate for any woman. After spending much of the day together organizing and planning, the two parted ways to pursue some individual preparations. Buffy welcomed Savlian’s request to call on her later that they might share a sunset meal under Weedum-Ja’s tent.
maLX- Thank you for mentioning some of the measures we have tried to take to (partially) address the impact of that gate being open so long. Some elves just can’t be rushed. Lol.
ghastley- Heh, I’m curious as well about the tactics our odd couple will develop together.
liliandra nadiar- Good to hear that another Myrin episode is on the way! Thank you for the kind words. It was fun reviewing some of Buffy’s history and providing more of Savlian’s.
Rider- As you can see, Savlian has probably long simmered with some internal doubts and conflicts about the choices he has made. I expect it is Buffy’s presence that is bringing them to a rolling boil.
SubRosa- Buffy’s been infatuated by her image of Savlian for a long time, but you are right that it takes time spent together to build a real relationship. As you can imagine, I am hoping their training expedition serves more than its stated purpose. These two may be masters with their primary weapons, but it seems both are novices in matters of the heart. That they are forced to use dungeons and Deadlands as their dance floor only makes things harder. On the other hand, things forged under fire often proves to be stronger and more durable.
Grits- Thank you so much for your endorsement of Lucilius. I have grown terribly fond of him and what he quietly enables Buffy and Savlian to do. I was proud of our bowgirl here. Despite her inexperience and concerns, the skittish elf did not run away from him. Nor did she try to convince herself that she could reconstruct him to her will. Finally, I agree that her decision to dodge his question was a wise one. For now, she will settle for the fact that Savlian seems to at least recognize the potential problem. Buffy is not a low maintenance elf though, so I suspect the subject is not closed.
McBadgere- Thank you! Although the disappearance of Buffy’s father does include some mystery, I suspect he is dead. Given the length of her saga, I am grateful for the excuse to sometimes review obscure bits of Buffy lore. Upon learning during Azura’s quest that she was a Slayer, and again when discussing paternity with her friend Alawen during the Tournament of Archers, Buffy expressed that a quest to learn the fate of her father does not interest her. Nevertheless, she may well inadvertently learn more of his history in the distant future.
Destri- Welcome back! I hope you will find our comfortable once a week posting schedule will aid you in rejoining us!
Tabrasa- A very warm welcome to you! Thanks for joining us and your kind words of encouragement. I am so enjoying learning of Tara and Willow in your new story! If you find yourself short of time to catch up on back episodes, this may be of help:
Buffy – The Executive Summary Thread. You asked about the origin of the small elf’s name. There are several influences and forces at work, so please bear with me for a moment:
1. Alliteration. Buffy the blond Bravilian butterfly-dragon big-eared baby-breasted Bosmeri bowgirl. We much preferred the sound of Buffy to, say, Bambi or Barbie.
2. As a child, her parents had difficulty keeping clothes on her. She was always running around 'in the buff', as it were. Water seemed to make matters worse. In fact she was nearly thirteen before the red-face protests of her archery master, Daenlin, finally convinced her to be more discrete and not drop her clothes to go swimming in every stream they encountered while hunting. To this day, she pleads guilty to the refrain, '
Tequila Water makes her clothes fall off' - particularly near any waterfall.
3. At the precise moment of sunrise that marked her birth, Buffy was touched by Azura's hand of fate as a Child of Dawn. Although she does not embrace the role, she is indeed one of few women with special abilities to help kill vampires. She is a Slayer, and her bow is so named. The influence of another Buffy with a vampire problem is inescapable.
4. In naming her Buffy, I felt it would be rather tongue-in-cheek and prevent me from taking her too seriously. In that regard. . . I fear I have failed miserably.
KC- Thank you. Using a duo to close the gate at Kvatch is certainly a path less traveled, and I hope you will enjoy their preparations and attempt. I do feel as if Buffy has gradually evolved to fully reflect her mixed heritage. I had fun writing Batul (as I do with any orc) and am glad you enjoyed her! I’m so looking forward to seeing some moving pictures of Aravi in her new northern homeland!
Zalphon- Keep writing? With the wonderful encouragement of writers such as yourself, I certainly will!
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143 I Do It For You
“Now you know how we eat when your bow is not supplying us with venison.”
“That buck certainly didn’t last long,” I replied. As Savlian lifted the flap to his tent, we slipped inside. I lit his oil lamp with a fingertip then stowed Slayer and my quiver in the weapons rack. “Weedum-Ja can make potato soup and bread seem like a treat though.”
Savlian racked his sword and shield. After holding a chair for me, he pulled the other one close and straddled it. “Her Wolf’s Head Tavern was as fine as any in Cyrodiil before the invasion. Speaking of cooking, did you make the poisons you wanted to this afternoon?”
“Yes, the guild tent has a fine set of alchemy equipment thanks to the kindness of our Anvil chapter.” I pointed to an unstrung staff in the weapons rack. “I see you found your old bow?”
He grinned. “I did, but my old hemp bowstring was so old that it snapped when I tried to fit it.”
I smiled. “I can help you there. In the morning, I’ll string it with silk for you. It’ll be harder on your fingers, but stronger and does not stretch – even when wet.”
“I’ll likely need some practice shooting as well. Hopefully, we can return from our expedition with some fresh venison for Weedum-Ja.”
“This talk of hunting reminds me,” I said, “what kind of Daedra are coming from the gate now besides the scamp I saw yesterday?”
“Flame atronachs,” replied Savlian, “and clannfears of course.”
I gulped. “Of course. I guess we can expect the conjurers at Fort Agarctova to summon all those. The texts I’ve read on Daedra describe many more varieties. I’ve tried to memorize what I know about each in case we encounter them.”
“Those damn conjurers are also potent spellcasters,” said Savlian. “Thankfully we won’t have to contend with mages inside the Oblivion Gate.” He then smiled and added, “Well, except for you.”
“I’m afraid we likely will, Savlian. If Mehrunes Dagon’s Deadlands are similar to Peryite’s Pits – and I believe they are – we should expect to encounter Dremora inside the gate.”
“Dremora?” A finger reached up and slipped under the black band to scratch his head.
“They’re humanoid in form,” I said, “intelligent and capable of speech. I suspect they help to control the Daedra somewhat like the conjurers do. Some of them are warriors, distinguishable by their heavy armor, but there are also Dremora mages who wear black robes.”
“Just great,” Savlian remarked grimly. “I guess clearing a conjurer lair will be better training than I had imagined.”
Our conversation turned more to specific tactics and discussing ways of safely working together. I had ample opportunity to share more of what I had learned about Daedra hunting.
“Frankly, I’m stunned,” said Savlian. “How do you survive? Given how. . . fragile you are and that you don’t use a blade. What do you do if cornered?”
“Well,” I replied, “between my detect life rings, bow and casting illusions, I can usually avoid surprises. But if caught off guard up close, I do have a couple panic responses that have saved me on several occasions.”
“Such as?”
I rose to my feet. Savlian did as well. I looked at him mischievously while spiking a fist into the air. As I disappeared and stepped back, fleshless bones began to emerge and assemble from the mist of my spell.
Rather than respond with surprise, Savlian moved with astonishing quickness and decisively disarmed my distraction of its axe.
From the opposite corner of the tent – next to the weapons rack - a lavender swirl of dispelling magic descended over me as I reappeared and my summon evaporated. “While invisible and my foe is distracted, I can escape or reposition to plan an attack.”
Savlian faced me then smiled. “You’re like no mage I’ve ever seen.”
I shrugged. “I’m the only mystic archer I know of. Usually, that just gets me teased, but I’m still alive.”
He took both my hands in his. “No one is going to tease you on my watch.” His face then turned quite serious. “Buffy, I need to close that gate because I’m a soldier and this city is my responsibility. But you. . . I’m still overwhelmed that you’re willing to risk your life for Kvatch.”
I blinked. You beautiful stupid man, I thought. You still don’t realize why I’m here, do you? “I won’t do it for Kvatch,” I said as I looked up into his eyes, “but I’ll do it for you, Savlian Matius.”
He crushed me to him and our lips met. As I returned his kiss, I melted willingly into his tight embrace. A hand slid up my back, between blouse and hair, then trailed over my neck before cupping the side of my face. I felt intoxicated as my head began to swirl. Both knees went limp but, as tightly as his other arm held me, I couldn’t have fallen if I tried.
His lips broke from mine to travel across my cheek. As he began to kiss one ear, tingling sensations rippled right down my spine. I heard a loud sigh escape my mouth. The sound of my pent up yearning, which had suddenly been set aflame, sobered me instantly and my mind exploded with concern. Savlian was human, not a wood elf; what must he think of a moaning forest creature? Then I remembered the thin fabric walls that surrounded us! This man was not only an officer of the Legion, but bore full command of the entire County Kvatch. Would passersby think less of him if they heard such primal noises coming from his tent? I felt myself tense up and gently tried to push him away.
Releasing his embrace, he moved both hands to my shoulders, allowing the half pace between us that I sought. I read concern in his eyes, but did I also see confusion? Disappointment? Hurt? “Buffy, what’s the mat-“
“Captain?”
In response to the familiar voice from outside the tent, Savlian lowered his hands and hoarsely said, “Enter.”
Lucilius Marcus did so. “Good evening, Milady.” His slightly reddened face made it rather clear that the noise of my passion had indeed carried beyond the thin canvas. He shifted his awkward gaze to Savlian. “Sir, you wanted to talk about arrangements during your absence?”
I spent the next hour quietly seated on the chest in the corner, while both men poured over watch schedules and other things that were no doubt important – to them. I couldn’t stop thinking about the sensations that Savlian had awakened within me. How long had I been waiting and hoping for him to kiss me? And I responded by groaning like a doe in heat? Then pushing him away in embarrassment? As I continued to pout in the corner, I couldn’t blame Savlian if he never kissed me again. After all, what man would want an elf that proclaims her passions to the whole encampment? I realized that I was blinking back tears and paying no attention to what the two Imperials were discussing.
When I stood, both men took notice and rose to their feet. “Tomorrow will be a busy day,” I said as I shouldered Slayer and my quiver. “I’m going to return to the guild for some sleep.”
“Good night, Milady.” Lucilius returned to his chair and discretely focused his attention on parchments that filled the table.
Savlian lifted the tent flap for me and we stepped out into the cool night.
He took one of my hands. “I hesitate to let you out of my sight.”
“Why is that?” I asked hopefully.
“Will you promise not to sabotage our plans by trying to slip into the Oblivion Gate without me tonight?”
“What would make you think such thoughts were in my head?”
“Other than the fact that you charged in there the last time you were here? Or that Sigrid tells me you’re an accomplished illusionist who can no doubt bypass my policy that no one enter the gate except on my orders?”
My eyes drifted down to the toe of a buckskin boot as it stirred the dirt.
Savlian continued, “Because the same thought has occurred to me, Buffy. Armed with the knowledge you have shared about the Deadlands, I was tempted to close that gate tonight while you safely sleep.”
My hand that Savlian wasn’t holding found its way to one hip and I lifted my chin defiantly. “If you die inside that gate without me, I’ll hate you forever! Promise me you won’t do that!”
“A mutual pact then?” Savlian smiled calmly into the face of my anger as he lifted an eyebrow.
“I promise,” I said. “I know our best chance to succeed and both survive is with our current plan to train together then close the gate as a team.”
“I’m glad we agree,” replied Savlian. “Let us sleep at ease then, and meet by the horses at dawn.”
I nodded, then reached up and nervously kissed him. We were interrupted by the greeting from a pair of passing soldiers before I could really assess his response. “Good night, Savlian.” I reluctantly turned and headed for the guild.
After a short trek across the encampment, I let the blue and white striped flap close behind me and dispelled the light aura that had illuminated my way.
“Good evening, Buffy.” Pelena lifted her eyes and paused her hands from organizing ingredients and cleaning alchemy equipment. She was the only mage still up.
“And to you as well,” I replied while unstringing Slayer. “Thank you again for the strong healing and dispelling potions you provided me with earlier today.” I placed my bow, quiver and pack on the battlemages’ arming table. “Do you need some help?”
“I’d love some, and the company would be most welcome. Gladius is on duty again.”
I joined the Breton in alchemical small talk while lending my hands to her tasks. Finally, she looked at me awkwardly and said, “Buffy, I’m sorry I was not very welcoming when you first arrived here. I should know better than to be jealous. I realize Gladius loves me – he’s a noble man and full of honor.”
I smiled. “He is indeed.”
“Besides, I’ve seen the way you look at Savlian Matius. I know your heart belongs to him.”
“Does it show that much?” I asked.
She nodded, then hesitantly continued. “And it’s more than that. Buffy, after I left the bath tent this evening, I happened to pass near Savlian’s tent. . . .”
My eyes opened wide and my hand stilled the cloth I was using to clean an alembric. I could feel the warm flush from below my neckline as it rose toward the tips of my troublesome ears. “Did you, um . . . ?”
She nodded again, then quickly added, “I don’t think anyone else heard you except maybe Lucilius. He was approaching Savlian’s tent at the time.”
My eyes swept the ground. “Savlian probably hates me now, knowing that I groan like a wounded forest creature when he kisses me. No wonder I’ve heard Imperials say they’d rather sleep with their horse than a wood elf.” I sighed. “Pelena, I just couldn’t help it. The stirrings he awakens within me, they-”
“They’re not forest creature noises, Buffy,” interrupted Pelena. “I’m not a wood elf of course, but Gladius calls me his little moaner.”
I stared at her, torn between surprise and relief. “But you don’t. . . I mean, I haven’t heard anything from your tent.”
She smiled. “Wait here.” After but a few moments in her sleeping tent, she emerged with a potion bottle in one hand. “This will help. Take a sip.”
I did so. “I don’t fee-“ My words were barely an audible whisper! I tried to raise my voice to no avail. Even trying to yell generated only the softest chirps and squeaks as Pelena watched in grinning amusement.
“Father marketed it to keep children quiet, but I know that many. . . enthusiastic women use it the same way I do. Just a sip can last all night – if you’re lucky enough to require that. The effect can be easily dispelled, however. Do you need some more potions for that?”
In a tiny squeak I told her I didn’t, then lifted one fist. Opening my fingers, I spilled pale lavender dispelling magic that slowly spiraled around me as it sought the ground. “Pelena?” I was relieved that my voice was back to normal.
“That bottle is almost full and I want you to have it. I can make more.” She briefly put quill to parchment, blew the ink dry and handed me a note. “Here’s the recipe. It’s not well known, but any skilled potion maker can craft it.”
I hugged my guild sister and new friend, relieved to know that I was not the only ‘moaner’.
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~ Author's Note: I fully credit the movie ‘Robin Hood, Prince of Thieves’ for Buffy’s ‘I do it for you’ line in this episode. ~