I must admit I'm nervous about penning that takedown of poor Gelebor. We'll get there eventually though!
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Chapter XXXIV – The WaitSerana splashed a dash of fresh cream into her steaming mug of tea and twirled her spoon idly to incorporate it. Mornings like this one were often too quiet for her liking with Salihn off at school and her wife, sister, and brother off who knows where at the behest of their father. It made for many lonely hours in the Blue Palace, save for her time spent with Lydia when the court quieted down. One of those times happened to be right now, and Serana offered a second mug of tea to her mother-in-law who accepted it gratefully.
“Is it getting any easier, dear?”
“No,” answered Serana tersely. “I’d have snapped long ago if we didn’t have our telepathic connection.” Realizing that came off as a little combative, she offered an apologetic smile and minor platitudes. “I appreciate you keeping me company though, mum. You and Salihn are definitely keeping me sane during all of this.”
“You don’t need to explain yourself, Serana. I can empathize. Do you think they’ll be back soon?”
“Are you asking or is dad asking?”
“Is Kirin here with us right now?” asked Lydia. “No, he is not. You and I are speaking, and no one else.”
Setting her mug down after a sip, Serana blushed slightly in embarrassment. “You’re right; I’m sorry, mum. I don’t know when they’ll be home. Elle is frustrated with the lack of progress, but she is about to unleash Gwyn, so maybe we’ll have an idea today. Whether or not that leads to answers or being chased away by a horde of Falmer remains to be seen.”
Lydia imagined the sight of the fiery Breton taking an elf who was likely a foot or more taller than her soon-to-be daughter to task with a subtle grin. At the same time, she couldn’t help but wonder if that was the wisest course of action in the situation she and Linneá were wrapped up in.
“Elle knows what she is doing, mum,” reassured Serana.
“Was I that obvious?” chuckled Lydia. “And can you blame me for worrying?”
“Not at all. But she wouldn’t go that far unless she knew it was necessary.”
“I know. And I trust the both of them.” Lydia finished her tea and glanced out the window. A sundial in the courtyard below cast a shadow on midday.
“It’s lunch time, Serana. I know you’ve been taking it alone in your library, but I want you to join us today. Brelyna will be there too for a change.”
Serana suspected the invitation leaned slightly more towards a demand than a request and she dared not turn it down. Not that it really pained her to do so – Lydia had long since usurped Valerica as the primary motherly figure in her life, and she loved spending time with her. The lonesome lunches were more the result of trying to keep an open mind (in the literal sense) should Linneá need her for something at a moment’s notice. Their books wouldn’t miss her for an hour.
“Lunch sounds great,” said Serana. “Did I smell the aroma of horker stew wafting around this morning?”
“Indeed. I think it’s supposed to be for dinner, but I’m sure the kitchen can send some out. We can stop by and speak to Chef Altair about it on the way.”
The head chef was more than willing to set a crock of stew aside for Serana with the caveat of the potatoes possibly being undercooked so early in the day. Mother and daughter continued on to their favorite dining room with the former pausing just up the hall at the sight of the door being closed shut.
“Hm. That’s odd. The door is normally wide open. Kirin’s always welcoming of anyone passing by who might want to sit with us.”
“Maybe he’s discussing something privately with Brelyna?”
“Husband doesn’t approve of that outside of sensitive areas. I wonder if –“
Tell mum to unclench, nudged Linneá.
Kyne is joining the three of you today.
Gotcha. Thanks, Elle. Love you.
I love you, too.Lydia had been around enough of these silent conversations to recognize one taking place. She waited patiently for Serana’s eyes to refocus. “Well?”
“Kyne is visiting.”
“Oh. I guess we won’t be dining with Brelyna then!”
She knocked politely on the door before entering and glancing around the room. Kirin sat at the table with a stack of letters, and a large brown hawk was perched on an extinguished candelabra in the corner. It cocked its head to the right and pointed at the door with a fearsome talon. Serana pushed it shut and threw the locking bolt as Kyne resumed her human form and extended her arms invitingly.
“It’s lovely to see you again, my child.” She held Serana close for moment and then studied her face to note the creases near her spectacularly blue eyes. “This has been hard on you, hasn’t it? I sometimes forget just how intertwined you and Linn actually are. Hold still, please.”
Kyne raised a divine finger and traced it gently around Serana’s eyes with a faint golden glow in its wake. When she finished, the creases were gone and her face was smooth in a manner befitting a twenty-eight-year-old young woman.
“There, that’s much better,” she said approvingly.
“I didn’t know you could do that, mum,” said Lydia.
“Let’s keep it our little secret,” winked Kyne. “I’m technically not supposed to, but Serana is far too young and healthy for such blemishes.”
“Won’t they just come back?” said Serana. “Not like I’m done worrying about them.”
“I think Elle will be home sooner than you think,” said Kyne.
Serana had just been easing into a chair at the table when the goddess said that and she nearly missed and hit the hard stone floor instead. If that was true, her wife had been oddly reticent on the matter and would be getting a
very stern talking to when lunch was over.
“Um. She will?”
“I think so. Their efforts are finally coming to fruition courtesy of Gwyndala. I’ve been keeping tabs on the from afar and I must admit… she has a powerful set of pipes for such a slight frame.” She noted an eager delight filling Serana’s face and headed her off: “Now, that’s not to say she will be home tomorrow, or the next day, or even next week. Just that progress is being made.”
“That’s encouraging to hear,” interjected Kirin. “If only we knew what the Thalmor have done with Delphine we might have positive news on two fronts.”
He returned to reading his letters at the same time a timid knock on the door announced the arrival of lunch. In a flash, Kyne transformed into a mouse and scurried onto Serana’s lap while Lydia unlocked the door and two palace aids rolled in a cart of food and began placing the heavy winter fare on the table, including a large bowl of stew for Serana. They finished by arranging two urns of hot cider amid the platters of food and excused themselves under a barrage of thank yous from the few present Windborne family members.
“Ah! Cain is headed back for Whiterun,” said Kirin, reading through a hastily written letter. “Seems he has the same opinion of that Black-Briar oaf that we all share,” he added. “No surprise there.”
“I’m sure he’ll be glad to be home again,” said Lydia. “Has it been very quiet at Elysium, Kyne?”
The goddess had just filled her seat again when she rolled her eyes and laughed delicately. “It was rather still for some time, but Cain and Gwyn showed up there unexpectedly last night for reasons I don’t care to discuss.”
“Does that mean it’s Linn’s turn to pop in for a tryst, Serana?” asked Lydia. “Never seems to be one or the other with those two.”
Serana finished chewing a bit of diced horker and grinned mischievously. It pleased her to no end that their own late-night escapades had gone unnoticed by anyone at the palace. However, the guards patrolling below the city gate certainly would have heard a disturbance emanating from the tower overlooking it.
“I know that look,” said Kyne. “You two had your own fun last night, didn’t you?”
“A lady never kisses and tells.”
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Snow continued to fall outside of the bedroom window. Serana sat curled up in a chair with another cup of tea watching the flakes flutter down and wondered if it was snowing in the Forgotten Vale, too. She hadn’t heard a peep from Linneá since before lunch, which likely meant that all of her wife’s focus was being directed at dealing with Gelebor and the Falmer chieftains in the western fringes of Skyrim.
Memories of days gone by filled her thoughts, and she began to hum a tune she wrote years ago while occasionally muttering the lyrics aloud.
“Old stone walls…”Serana remembered the first time she sang that song to her beloved and felt the butterflies dancing in her stomach. No amount of time or distance would dull how strongly they loved each other and how that love grew with every passing moment.
“All alone, sitting in the bay window…”She paused to blow on her tea and take a timid sip, smiling at how befitting that line was of her current position.
“But then, you were there…”A gentle knock on the door broke her reverie. “Come in!” she called to the unknown visitor.
Kyne entered the room gracefully and sat on the edge of the bed. “Not interrupting anything, am I?”
“Hm? Oh, no, not at all, mum. Just reminiscing. And practicing, I guess.”
“I heard you singing through the door,” nodded Kyne. “Nearly forgot how lovely a voice you have. Do you still write songs?”
“Sometimes. If I need a distraction. I’ve been working on something for when Elle comes home, but, um, it’s just for us.”
“Hopefully you get to share it with her soon, dear.”
Serana resumed staring out the window. Late afternoon approached, which meant she soon would be heading to the schoolhouse. And another long walk home with her daughter who missed her mother just as much, if not more, than Serana did.
“Me too. It crushes me every time I see Salhin’s crestfallen face when I tell her Elle isn’t home yet.”