Evening Star, 3E389 - A missing mage Two years or so had passed since the final defeat of the Blight as well as the awakened Mother and Father. Grey Wardens of Ferelden replenished their ranks and peaceful activities replaced constant battles. The Circle of Magi recovered from the rebellion of blood mages, and life really seemed to return to normal. One day the First Enchanter sent a request to the Commander of the Grey to hold a lecture on the nature of the Father, also known as the Architect. Was he really one of the original Tevinter mages who corrupted the Maker's own Golden City? Or was he merely a strange sort of darkspawn? And what was darkspawn in the first place?
Wolf didn't feel at all at ease holding a lecture like that, and he asked Anders to do it instead. Hesitant at first, Anders eventually agreed and left for the Tower of Magi as planned. There he held the lecture with great success, impressing both the mages and the apprentices with his knowledge and charisma. He refused their calls to return to the Circle of Magi, said his goodbyes and set off on his trip back to Vigil Keep. And then he vanished.
...
"Where is Anders?" Alistair spoke with a sense of urgency. "It's not like him to just disappear without a trace. The First Enchanter assures me that the lectures went well and Anders left for Vigil Keep fully intending to return here. But that was three weeks ago! So where is he, I ask?"
"That is worrying, indeed," Wolf nodded. "Have you sent scouts?"
"Yes and nothing," Alistair sighed. "They went all the way to the tower and back, searched side roads and caves... They found no Anders and no body of Anders. The man just vanished!"
"People don't vanish just like that, not even mages," Wolf pointed out. "We've got his phylactery, can you track him down?"
"Can I... what..?" Alistair was taken aback. "I'm no hound!"
"But you are a templar," Wolf didn't give up. "What do you need to find him?"
"Oh... umm... the truth is... err..." Alistair looked away. "I can't do it."
"Why not?"
"I don't take lyrium. I didn't complete my training, I told you. I can't actually hunt down mages."
"So for the better," Wolf grinned. "But what are we going to do?"
"We could ask someone from the Chantry..."
"No."
"Well... We could send scouts further afield..."
...
"Anders is in Kirkwall," Alistair handed Wolf a report a week later. "Hiding in Darktown, blending in with refugees. Doing some healing, apparently. But why, I have no idea."
"Something must have happened," Wolf carefully read the report but it didn't say anything more. "I'll go. This may require a delicate touch... so don't wait up."
...
Kirkwall greeted Wolf with disbelief and rejection.
"The city is closed, we want no more refugees!" The guard pushed him back quite unceremoniously when Wolf requested entry, having arrived by ship like many others. "Back off! The Blight's been over for a while, so go back to your country!"
"I am not actually a refugee," Wolf took a step closer. "I have business here. Where is your Captain?"
"The Captain is too busy to talk to the likes of you!" The guard answered automatically and spit. "Look, we don't want your sort here, so buzz off!"
"I wouldn't talk to him like that if I were you," a passer-by said to the guard in a low voice. "That's a Grey Warden."
"I don't care if he's blue or green, he isn't coming in!"
"Did you fall on your head, boy?" The passer-by looked down on the guard, and it was remarkable how he managed to do it since he was a dwarf. "A Grey Warden," he repeated with emphasis. "A Captain at least... or may be even a Commander... Have you ever seen such armour before?"
The guard stared at Wolf, only then noticing his rare engraved silverite armour, something they picked up on their travels, found in an ancient ruin in an old enchanted chest...
"Armour of Diligence," the dwarf continued. "I've only seen such a set once, in a vault... err... never mind that now."
"Yes, I've seen it in a vault once as well," Wolf nodded. "And then it wasn't there any longer," he glared at the dwarf.
"Well, strange things do happen to valuable sets of armour," the dwarf smiled. "Anyway, boy, you best let the Warden through," he turned to the guard. "Insulting a Grey Warden is bad for Kirkwall and can be potentially fatal to you, as well."
The guard didn't respond but stepped aside, and Wolf entered Kirkwall.
"I am thrilled to make your acquaintance, Warden," the dwarf addressed him. "Name's Varric, a surface dwarf. My brother and I trade in rare artefacts..." He cut himself off and extended his hand.
"Wolf," Wolf shook his hand. "Thanks for helping me get in just now. Is the city really so full?"
"That it is, that it is," Varric nodded. "We've taken in so many refugees since the Blight... But you can imagine, no doubt. Is there anything I can help you with?"
"Well... I don't know... I'd rather not..." Wolf started cautiously.
"You'd rather not talk about it because it's a Grey Wardens business, right?" Varric grinned. "Looking for a certain healer, are you? He's in Darktown. And no, most people have no idea he's a Grey Warden. But I am not most people."
"What are you after, Varric?" Wolf squinted. "Surely, this information does not come for free."
"Well... See it as a gesture of good will," Varric smiled. "An advance, if you like. And perhaps we can help each other further."
"Spit it out." Wolf folded his arms, he wanted to know what he was getting into.
"We're planning an expedition into the Deep Roads, my brother and I," Varric finally admitted. "Right after a Blight is the best time to do it, there won't be much darkspawn yet. We need to... replenish our stock," he grinned. "We've got fighters and bodyguards, but what we don't have is a good map. Especially if it comes with someone who knows the area."
"I came here looking for someone, not looking to go on an expedition into the Deep Roads," Wolf shook his head. "Thanks, Varric, but I'm not interested."
"Ah, well, perhaps I should tell you more," Varric touched his arm. "It's not just trinkets that we're after... Rumour has it that there's a new form of lyrium down there, a hundred times as potent as the one we know. Can you imagine? If that is true... A small chipping of that would set us up with fortune for life - you, me, my brother, and everyone else who comes along!"
"It's tempting, to be sure," Wolf replied, yawning. "But not for me."
"Well... Don't discount it yet," Varric was undaunted. "Talk to your mage. Then find me at the Hanged Man."
...
Kirkwall was depressing, to say the least. A city that made its fortune through slave trade, it bore the scars of suffering on every corner. And even though slavery had been officially abolished, unofficially it was still all too common, and foreign traders still came to Kirkwall to "restock". Why would Anders come to this city, of all places? Anders, who hated confrontation and loved comfort, nice clothes and pretty women? It just didn't make sense.
"The healer is only seeing those in need," a stern looking woman barred entrance when Wolf decided to try a house with a lantern by the door. So, he was in the right place then. "You are not in need, so clear out," she added menacingly.
"And if I don't, you will see to it that I have a need, am I right?" Wolf smirked, removing a pair of daggers concealed in her belt.
"How dare you?!" The woman tried to snatch her daggers from him, but Wolf quickly tucked them into his own belt and grabbed her wrists.
"Let's not get violent, shall we?" He smiled, releasing her. "So, do I get to see the healer now?"
"We have guards inside," the woman snapped. "Try anything - anything! - and you will regret it!" She glared but stepped aside.
Wolf smirked and entered, not returning the daggers to her.
The space inside was poorly lit, like most houses in Kirkwall. Grey stone dust covered the walls and black coal dust covered the ceiling. That level of the city used to be a mine, and the buildings were no buildings but caverns cut into the rock by miners many years ago. Wolf followed the lanterns visible here and there and came to a room filled with people. Faint glow of healing magic illuminated a slab in the middle - Anders was treating a boy on the slab.
"The healer is busy and you are not in need!" A well-armed character blocked the way. "How did you get in? Did you..?" He started raising his voice, but an alarm or a fight was not in Wolf's interest. One punch on the temple sent the man into a corner. He wasn't dead, Wolf hoped.
Anders finished his spell. He was exhausted, reminding Wolf of the time when he was starving in the dungeons. "I wonder if he gets enough to eat down here..." Wolf thought. He pushed forward, people let him through, surprised.
"The healer needs a break!" Wolf announced loudly. "Come back later!"
"What..?!" Anders spun around, but had to hold onto a pillar so as not to fall. "You! Here..?"
"I thought you might need a hand," Wolf smiled amicably. "They are exploiting you, you know."
"They are not!" Anders responded hotly. "They've got nothing! They cannot afford a healer..!"
"But you are not Reverend Mother Theresa, my friend," Wolf shook his head. "You've got to eat, for one. Take a break - that's all I'm asking."
Anders shook his head, as if shaking off a dream.
"Eh... A break... Yes, I'm hungry... It's been a while..." He collapsed, and Wolf insisted that everyone should leave and not come back until he said so. Even the guards could see that the healer really needed a break.
...
"So, tell me what happened," Wolf took a long look at Anders when they were finally sitting down at dinner away from the treatment room. "I know you're a healer, but if you wanted to come here to heal, there was no need to run away... We would have let you, you know. Why didn't you say anything?"
"I... well... err... Oh I know!" Anders suddenly brightened up. "I brought a mage with me from the Tower, they were going to make him tranquil, so I had to save him. We came here because... err... well..." He hesitated, as if he was reciting a text and forgot what came next. "The point is," he continued after a pause, "the templars got him again. He's being held in the Chantry dungeons. Help me free him, and I'll tell you more."
"Do you intend to kill the templars?" Wolf squinted. "Or may be sneak in and release the mage? Alright, but what next? Where will you take him?"
Anders could not answer that. He would hide the mage in Darktown until he could figure out what to do. Time was of the essence - the Rite of Tranquility was being prepared with all haste.
"We have to go as soon as we can - tonight even!" Anders exclaimed hotly. "We may already be too late!"
Wolf shook his head but agreed. He didn't like it in the least, but didn't see a way out. Something was very wrong with Anders... he was changed, suddenly and sharply, people didn't change like that... unless...
"Come on!" Anders was getting impatient and Wolf brushed away his thoughts until later. They had a mage to save.
The city was quiet as the night had already fallen, but the Chantry never closed its doors. They entered.
"Do you know the way to the dungeons?" Wolf looked around.
"Through there," Anders pointed at a passage in the depths. "Past the candles and the templars..."
They walked unchallenged. The passage opened onto a smallish prayer area with more candles and a sturdy door, unguarded. A mage was kneeling in prayer.
"Karl!" Anders ran up to him. "I came as soon as I could... What are you doing out of the dungeons?"
Karl got up and looked at them, his expression lacked any emotion.
"Anders, was it?" He struggled to remember the name of the mage before him. "Hello. And who is your friend?"
"Oh no..! We are too late..." Anders was in shock. He approached Karl and touched his shoulder. "They've done it already..."
With Anders' touch, Karl's face lit up, first with joy, then with despair.
"You brought a piece of Fade with you!" He whispered. "Kill me! I do not want to live a life of a tranquil!"
Wolf watched, not getting involved. He shot a glance at the templars on duty, but they were too far away to hear. Anders pulled out his dagger and stabbed Karl through the heart.
"Goodbye, my friend..." He whispered.
...
Wolf and Anders got back to Darktown without incident. They did not speak until they were inside Anders' practice.
"He was my first," Anders turned to Wolf. "I had to free him."
"Your first what?" Wolf squinted.
"Well, you know..." Anders shrugged. "We grew up together... we were friends... and more..."
"Hmm... Anders I know prefers women," Wolf shook his head. "We drank enough mead together to know exactly who likes what. What did he mean by 'you brought a piece of Fade with you'?"
Anders didn't answer. He paced the room, he looked angry and annoyed. And suddenly Wolf recalled something that Justice said about demons: that only demons possessed an unwilling host.
"Justice," Wolf called to Anders and he stopped abruptly. "What have you become? Only demons possess unwilling hosts..."
Anders collapsed, unconscious. Wolf sat him up and poured a healing potion down his throat. Eventually he came to.
"I met Justice in the Tower of Magi," he said sounding like himself again. "When Kristoff was decapitated in battle, Justice could not remain in his body. He traveled the land but never found a way back to the Fade. Then he found the Tower... and all those mages. Karl was the first living mortal that he possessed. He did hope that mages would be able to send him back to the Fade, he possessed many, for a short time, always hoping to escape when they were dreaming. That didn't work out. He could not possess a body and enter the Fade at the same time."
"And now he is possessing you," Wolf sighed. "And Anders is lost in the process."
"I cannot control it..." Anders looked pleadingly at Wolf. "He can take over any moment... But he is changed, too. Vengeance is what he is now."
"I am Justice!" An angry voice shouted inside Anders, or rather that's how it seemed. "Your world has too much suffering, too much injustice, I cannot stand idly by and watch! Justice must be done!"
"And you are willing to sacrifice Anders for it!" Wolf exclaimed sharply. "If you are not a demon as you claim, you will not take over without notice and you will permit us to search for a way to separate you. You belong in the Fade! And I will see you return there or perish, but I will not allow you to turn my friend into an abomination!"
"I... you are right, mortal..." Justice seemed to agree. "I shall try... but I've seen so much injustice in your world that it corrupted me... My anger overwhelms me. You must not delay. There must be a way, a ritual, something!"
Justice released his grip on Anders, Wolf could see the change in posture, in mannerisms, in voice. Possession was terrible and he swore to himself to find a way to end it. Anders once again got himself into a tremendous mess.
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The story that follows is loosely based on
Dragon Age II. That game was the biggest disappointment for me, from design, to combat, to romance, to art. But the worst of all was the way they presented Anders. As someone on Reddit put it,
"...meeting him in DA2 was like reading a friend's obituary. I never traveled with him except to get his quests done because it was like hanging out with the corpse of a good friend." I feel the same way. I did take him along quite a lot when I played the game (a single time, and never again!), but I decided very early on that Anders in DA2 was a completely different character with the same name. It also did not match the ending of Awakening in which my Anders vanished for a few months after giving that lecture at the Circle of Magi, but then returned to the Grey Wardens and stayed with them till the end of his days. There was never any mention of him getting possessed by Justice or becoming an anarchist or doing any of those crazy things that Anders in DA2 does without us being able to influence it (all scripted events).
This story is therefore the story of
my Anders. He got possessed by Justice just like in DA2, and he got involved in some of the events, but not in the same role and not with the same purpose. Moreover, Wolf isn't Hawke, the protagonist of DA2; we'll meet Hawke along the way. Varric is still Varric, and things still went pretty pear shaped in Kirkwall, and I hear there was some anarchistic maniac who blew up the Chantry. It just wasn't Anders. Not this one, anyway.
To put things in perspective with the events in Tamriel, below are a few dates. Full chronology is found
here.
3E387 (9:30 Dragon)Wolf Asgarsen, an Agent of the Imperial Legion, was sent to Ferelden, on the continent of Thedas, to investigate a terrifying rise of undead known as the Blight. He was to join the Order of Grey Wardens there and help them defeat the Blight. His reports, delivered back to the Imperial Legion and the Emperor of Tamriel, would spare the worst of such an uprising for Tamriel, should it spill over from Thedas. Wolf was chosen because he was Dragonborn, although he'd never seen a dragon and never consumed a dragon soul. Yet it was believed that he stood the best chance to survive the Joining ritual and see this mission through. He was 39 years old. During his travels he met a young mage Anders whom he saved from a terrible fate. Anders was 22 years old when they met. (
Dragon Age: Origins)
3E388 (9:31 Dragon)The Blight in Ferelden was defeated, and Wolf sent his first report back to Tamriel. He did not return, however, because he felt that the trouble wasn't yet over and thus his mission was not yet complete. He was appointed Warden-Commander, the head of the Ferelden chapter of the Grey Wardens Order. But some believed that he didn't want to leave because he wanted to be around when Morrigan gave birth to his child. The child had a soul of an old god and Morrigan took it to another realm where she could better take care of such an unusual child. Wolf did not follow. (
Dragon Age: Awakening and Witch Hunt)
3E389 (9:32 Dragon)Emperor Uriel Septim VII was betrayed by his own Imperial Battlemage Jagar Tharn and sealed away in another realm. Jagar Tharn disguised himself as the Emperor and took his place, but he didn't fool everyone. The Blades felt that something was wrong, and Wolf Asgarsen was ordered to remain in Thedas for the time being, especially since the situation there was also volatile. Wolf continued sending regular reports back to Tamriel. (
Elder Scrolls I: Arena,
Dragon Age II)
3E398 (9:41 Dragon)A huge magical explosion caused an enormous tear in the Veil above Thedas, thus allowing demons and spirits to invade the mortal realm. Wolf happened to be there and caught something... that put him right in the centre of a new war against a darkspawn lord planning to destroy the world. Wolf turned 50 that year.
(Dragon Age: Inquisition)3E405Mysterious events started in High Rock and Hammerfell, involving spirits, gods, necromancers and undead, and eventually culminating in the Warp in the West in 3E417. It was speculated that these might have been attempts by the old gods of Thedas to invade Tamriel, but nobody could tell for sure. Some even claimed those were all the same gods anyway... Wolf was recalled to Tamriel, arriving in 3E405 or 3E406. He was appointed the Commander of the Second Legion stationed in Falkreath. (
Elder Scrolls II: Daggerfall)
3E410 (9:53 Dragon)Thedas got in trouble again, but Wolf Asgarsen was already back in Tamriel. It was now Anders, a Grey Warden mage and Wolf's friend, who found himself in the centre of a tremendous mess and it was up to him to put everything back together. Anders was 45 years old. (
Dragon Age: Veilguard)
3E413Wolf Asgarsen and Lillian Delacour had a son. As Lillian was a Dark Brotherhood assassin, and Wolf was a high placed citizen of the Empire, their relationship was clandestine and they decided to send the boy away to the Northern Realms to be raised as a witcher of the School of the Wolf. He later became known as Geralt of Rivia, or Geralt the White Wolf. He was half-Breton, half-Nord, but his father's blood won over and Geralt was a Nord.
3E417Lillian Delacour left the Brotherhood in early 3E417 after she executed the issuer of a contract on Wolf Asgarsen. She was pregnant with her second child.
Lena Wolf was born in Cyrodiil under the Apprentice on 17 Sun's Height 3E417. She was a Breton like her mother, but her father's Nord blood ran just under the surface.
3E421Lillian Delacour, Lena's mother, died of swamp fever. Lena was 4 years old. She was adopted by their Argonian neighbour whom she saw as her grandmother.
3E427Dagoth Ur rose in Morrowind, and Azura picked a mortal to act as her Nerevarine. The Red Mountain erupted some time later. (
Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind)
3E433The Oblivion Crisis broke out when Lena was 16 years old. Her adoptive grandmother died of old age. Lena joined the Mages Guild and went about closing the gates. (
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion)