Yay!!...Missed this!...

Oooh, that was good!!...

The trepidation, the indecision...The will I get blood on my skirt?...

Brilliant stuff...

Well, old Ruffio definately deserved the punishment...

Nicely done that!!...

My views on the DB aren't exactly a secret, so I shan't bore you further with them now, just suffice to say, I had much fun ruining Lechance and offing all of Cheydinhal's chapterhouse in my story... ...I am, however, looking forward to seeing what you do with Tara and the DB, and how she keeps this from Kalia...

Love it!!...

Nice one!!...

*Applauds heartily*...

Oh my gosh, that song!! I listened to it so many times! There goes the day. Thanks for posting the link.

She had to hurry before the soul trap wore off. She hated to waste magicka.

I particularly liked this thought and the annoyance of bloody clothing mixed in with the horror. Tara is so practical. Great to see an update, Jacki Dice!

I sometimes wonder if Bethesda decided to call it the Inn of Ill Omen precisely because of it being the start of the DB questline.

overwhelmed with the fertile smell of dirt. It only reminded her of digging up graves.
This was a good little mood-creator.

Tara's first murder was as chaotic as I expected. I just loved her little moments of pragmatism through it all. Like hating to waste his magicka of the soul trap wore off before she killed Rufio. Or how it would take forever to get the blood stains out of her clothing.

What a twist you've given to entering the Dark Brotherhood! LOVE this story, you are def in your element in this dark side! AWESOME Write !!!!

I'm sorry I keep vanishing. When it rains...

Boy, do I have some catching up to do on my favorite stories....




Kalila was pleasantly surprised at the scent of Anvil. She had been expecting the stench of fish and pirates to be everywhere. Instead, she was greeted with the smell of ocean and there was not a pirate to be seen anywhere in the city.

The Mages Guild sat just behind a large tree, where a few robed mages sat buried in books. It was a large, three story building made from stone and topped with red clay tile. The blue banners hung proudly over the walls.

Anvil Mages Guild

Next to it was the Fighters Guild. Kalila noticed her eyes lingering on a pair of young men heading back inside. Their faces had been flushed and sweat beaded along their heads and into the cotton shirts they wore. As one of them met her gaze and smiled, she turned quickly. Lowering her eyes, she told herself that it was only the thought of training that caught her attention. She wasn’t sure that she was convinced.

Kestrella, a chatty, energetic Bosmer, wasn’t convinced either. “Check you out. Not in Anvil for two minutes and you’re already making friends.” She twirled one of her pigtails, bright and fiery as sunset with sparkling eyes that seemed to shift from green to brown like leaves of autumn.

Though highly introverted, Kalila didn’t shy away when Kestrella put her arm around her. “I see one of these days you and me are going to have to go over there and introduce ourselves. We’re practically neighbors after all…”

“You go ahead,” Kalila said, turning back to the Mages Guild. “I’ll be busy.”

Kestrella pouted. “Busy having no fun.” She paused. “You know, all work and no play—“

“Makes Jack a dull boy. I know. I’ve heard.”

“Shocker,” Kestrella said with a sigh.

Kalila frowned slightly, until Kestrella nudged her lightly. Even the slightest curve from Kestrella’s lips seemed to have all the brightness of the sun. The Bosmer was loud, cheerful, and seemed to have a reckless streak, Kalila couldn’t help feeling drawn to her in a way that she found confusing. Since Kestrella boarded the carriage at her house in the forests east of Skingrad, the pair had formed and become inseparable. While Kalila had friends growing up, Kestrella felt different than the others.

They followed the others through the light blue double doors. The interior was just as impressive as the exterior. Brown clay tile was at their feet, covered in some areas by matching red rugs. A pair of tables topped with fruit bowls and fresh bread greeted them. In the doorways beyond the entrance, Kalila could see shelves of alchemical equipment. A few people here and there dashed about, including a wood elf with an imp flying behind him. The man took a look at him and seemed to flinch. “The graduates?”

The group responded with nods and murmurs.

He let out a light sigh, as if they had come at a bad time. “Excuse me,” he said. As he ran up the stairs, leaving the imp behind.

Hushed voices upstairs were followed by a shrill “Now?!” A groan followed, as did the sound of rushing footsteps belonging to an Altmer woman.

“Welcome to the Anvil Mages Guild,” she said, smoothing her black dress. “I’m Carahil, the guildmaster. I apologize for the delay. It seems the gods chose this day for all oblivion to break loose.” She took a seat at one of the tables. “There was an attack at the Temple of Dibella and some blasted fetchers have been causing trouble up the Gold Road.” She sighed. “I’d love to give you all the grand tour, but we need all hands on deck. Thaurron,” she turned to the Bosmer. “Show them to the chapel.” She waved her hand to the door, sighing again. “And which of you is Kalila Blackstone?”

Kalila stepped forward. “I am.”

“Good, good. Arch-Mage Traven recommended you and he said you’ve got a knack for destruction. In a good way. I’ve got just the job for you.”

I just started reading and am intrigued!

Yay!!..A story that I have missed muchly!!...

And it returns with an excellent chapter!!... ...

Everyone seems fantastic, and that new character's quite a laugh isn't she?... ...



...Excellent line... ...

Got any more story lurking back there?... ...

Nice one!!...

*Applauds heartily*...

Welcome back Jacki!

Kalila is in Anvil, and not a smelly fish or pirate in sight! I loved her and Kestrella (love that name btw, is it based upon the bird Kestrel?) oogling the manflesh of the Fighters Guild. Of course Kalila has to be a stick in the mud, too busy having no fun.

So much for the welcome wagon. The temple attacked, and fetchers causing trouble on the road? Uh oh. And it seems the Arch-Mage has been dropping Kalila's name. That cannot be good. What kind of trouble is she going to get into next!?!

Just started on the prologue, and - (yes I know I am playing catch-up with everyone else) - it certainly makes me want to read on and find out more, which is always the first test, isn't it?
I tend to cleave to characters who are either ambiguous in some way and/or have something of the dark about them, and these pieces of yours certainly open with a promise of ticking my boxes.
All good stuff,I shall immerse myself again shortly.

I’m so glad you’re back!

What an arrival in Anvil for Kalila, and with an intriguing new friend. I love this story!

Too short by far !!!!!!!!! Tell RL to take a hike! Kalila has always been too serious - both sisters are, and with good reason. It is amazing how you manage to create an ominous undertone in a simple joining of the Mages Guild - and all I can think of is what is going on with Tara and Clarissa while Kalila is here in Anvil - and when will the sister's worlds collide, lol. I love this story, I think you have found your niche in that little touch of darkness that hovers between love, madness, and necromancy. Awesome Write, as always!

Elizabeth Hollow~ Welcome I hope you continue to be intrigued!

McBadgere~ Oh, there's so much more story bottled up and ready to burst!

SubRosa~ Kestrella's name might be somewhat related to the bird. Her name at first was just Kestrel, named after this and looked like this. In time her look changed to this and her personality changed to what it is now. Kestrel was too serious, but Kestrella had a nicer, more cheerful sound to it.

PhonAnitPhon~ Aww thanks I'm glad that Tara is the kind of character that hooks people!

Grits~ And I'm glad to be back! I hope to rope in more of Kestrella wherever she fits. She's really fun to write!

mALX~ I know! This was my get-back-there post so it was a bit shorter than I wanted it. ♥





The instructions were simple: go to the Brina Cross Inn and speak with Arielle Jurard. Carahil gave her a small satchel and a few scrolls of resist frost, as apparently frost magic has been involved. Other than that, Carahil didn’t go into too much detail. Kalila got the feeling that she didn’t want to scare her off.

The way to the Brina Cross Inn was so similar, yet so different than the heartland of the Imperial City. It was still as green as ever, though instead of deep forest, the area was filled with rolling hills and tall golden grass. She could still smell a hint of salt water in the air. It was still warm, but a lot breezier.

It didn’t take long before she reached the inn. It was set just off the curved path. She supposed that she could have saved some time by leaving the main road, but she didn’t want to risk getting lost.

The inn was no larger than a house, built from stone and clay with a straw roof. It was quiet, unlike a lot of the inns in the Imperial City. When she entered, she only saw a handful of people. The name she was given suggested a Breton. Kalila turned to her gaze to a Breton seated at a small table by a window. The woman was dressed in a simple brown outfit. Their eyes met and she greeted Kalila with a smile.

“Hello stranger,” she said. “What can I do for you?”

Kalila didn’t sit in the empty chair across from her. She glanced around and said in a low voice, “I’m Kalila. I was told to come here and ask for you.”

Arielle nodded, her own eyes trailing around the room. “Carahil has sent you, has she not?”

Kalila nodded.

“Go and speak with Christophe.” She motioned to a balding man behind the counter. “Rent a room for the night. Once you have your room, I will meet you there. If anyone asks, you are a traveling merchant, nothing more. Do not say otherwise to anyone.” As soon as Kalila gave another nod, she said in a louder voice. “No, friend. I'm afraid I don't know the way to Cheydhinhal, but good luck in your travels. Please excuse me." She got up and went upstairs to where Kalila assumed she would be waiting.

She managed a disappointed expression, the way she figured one would look if they were a traveling merchant headed the wrong way to Cheydinhal, as she took a seat at the bar. Christophe approached her immediately.

“Welcome to the Brina Cross Inn,” he said with a smile. “Can I interest you in something to eat, or perhaps a bed for the night?”

Kalila was pretty hungry. The thought of even a piece of bread and butter sounded heavenly. However, she was on business and whatever it was that Carahil needed her destructive talents had to be more pressing. She would grab a bite as soon as she got back to Anvil. In fact, since they were on the coast, she might just be able to find octopus. Her mouth watered at the thought.

She turned her attention back to Christophe. “A room please.”

“Sure, sure,” he nodded. “I’ve got a couple available for thirty septims.”

As Kalila dug into her pouch and produced the money, he continued chatting. “Let me guess, traveling on business? You don't look like you’re out for a stroll.”

She hesitated for a moment. “Yes. To Cheydinhal.”

“Ah, yes,” he said with a sigh. “Thought so. We get many of them traveling through here. Well, we used to. Haven’t seen as many lately, what with the… well, you know.”

When Kalila’s eyebrows raised, he suddenly seemed sheepish. He rubbed the back of his head before handing her a key. “Oh, it’s nothing. Never mind.”

Nothing my golden bronze— Her thought was interrupted by an Altmer standing before her. Kalila couldn’t help wondering about her age. Elves usually appeared to be almost ageless, but this woman’s face was etched with wrinkled. Her hair had begun to take on a brassy golden color. “Pardon me,” she said. “But did I hear you say that you're a traveling merchant?”

“Yes. I’m going to Cheydinhal.” She mentally kicked herself for repeating that line over and over. It couldn’t sound natural.

The Altmer frowned. “Don't you worry, what with the recent killings and all?”

Kalila’s stomach suddenly felt as if it were line with ice. Murders? Carahil sent her out to stop a murder? For the love of the gods, she was barely out of the University! This was a job for the Anvil guards! Or battlemages!

Or battlemages. The ice soon melted into a fire. This was her golden opportunity. It was exactly what she wanted, what she needed to prove to herself and possibly Arch Mage Traven that she was ready. If she could do this, there would be no reason other than a slight lacking in restoration skill to deny her a place with the battlemages.

The Altmer didn’t wait for Kalila to respond. “I'd be ever so scared, if it were me. I haven't left the Inn in days, just in case! Well, you take care of yourself. I'd hate to hear about another senseless death. Good luck to you!”

When she was alone again and heading up the stairs, she couldn’t suppress the trembling in her legs. Her first job. It wouldn’t be easy, but she could do it.

That sneaky Altmer! -wink-

Kalila can do it! I have faith in her!

You have really captured what I felt the first time I played this quest - GAAAAH! Oh Kalila, don't die and make Tara have to bring you back too! URK! Glad you added to the last post, it was almost a teaser, lol. Awesome Write!

PS: Where is the Philter of Frostwood when you need it? I was going to look up ingredients for her to pick if she had her mortar with her, lol.

Good heavens m'dear...Please, McB will do, it's what everyone else calls me... ...Well, at least to my face... ...

Another excellent chapter...I've always loved the area around Anvil and Brina Cross and you paint it wonderfully here...

Hopefully Kalila'll get the chance to shine with this task...Although I remember doing this quest on one of my high-level characters (I'd left the MG till last) and the fight was this huge thing with Frost Atronachs all over the place...And a dead Legionaire...And a couple of Minotaurs I seem to remember...

Aaaamywho, I'm sure it'll go much easier for Kalila... ...



Loved that line... ...

Teeny edit nit...



I'm guessing you meant Inn...*Winces*...Just sayin...Don't hit me?...*Shrinks*...

Excellent stuff!!!...

Nice one!...

*Applauds heartily*...

That's exactly what I thought the first time I did this quest. I love how Kalila's thoughts quickly turned the situation into a way to fill her ambitions.

That walk from Anvil to the Brina Cross is one of my favorites, and you did it golden justice here.

Elisabeth Hollow~ The very subtle Altmer Some of the other dialogue the wiki said she was supposed to have was a lot less obvious >.>

mALX~ You know.... Tara bringing her back would make it rather interesting *scribbles down some notes*

McB~ Oh, I don't mind the nits! Please, bring them to my attention whenever you notice them. So dead legionnaires and minotaurs? I'm glad I played the MG on an early enough level and before I started the MQ. Oblivion gates can get so inconvenient!

Grits~ Aww, thanks! I haven't touched Oblivion since Skyrim came out (I had to buy a new Xbox and need to restart >.<) so I was going by memory




Just as Kalila thought, Arielle had been waiting upstairs. As soon as she unlocked the door to her room, Arielle followed her inside.

The room contained a small bed with a worn out dresser next to it. A copy of Alessia Ottus’ Guide to Anvil sat on it next to an hourglass. The glass had clouded with age and dust. Bits of blue sand glittered in the candlelight. The cover of the book showed several signs of constant wear. The few blankets on the bed also seemed to have been put to several years of use. Something about that made Kalila feel a little sick. She took a seat on the very edge of the bed as Arielle began to speak.

“Alright, it should be safe to speak here,” Arielle said, closing the door behind them. “Once you've rested here for the night, you need to continue along the Gold Road, heading towards Kvatch. Do you know where that is?”

Kalila nodded. “East of here.”

“Good. I shall be following out of sight, along with a fellow battlemage. Make no attempts to speak to us for the rest of the night. Trust that we will protect you. Should you be confronted by this cowardly mage, do not hesitate to protect yourself by whatever means possible. Do you understand that? This person will not hold back, so you cannot either. This fight very well may be you or them.”

Kalila’s eyes lowered to the ground. This was a lot to take in. Not in the Guild for even a day and she was set up in a potentially deadly fight. She had been in a few fights in her life, but nothing that resulted in more than a flesh wound or a broken nose. She looked up at Arielle. The woman seemed to have complete confidence in her. Otherwise she would have simply told Kalila to stay out of the way or run for cover. Forcing up all the stubborn determination that she held inside of her for years, she nodded once more. “Yes, ma’am.”

“Once the mage has revealed himself, we will step in and settle the matter quickly. Now, make sure you get yourself some sleep. You'll need to be well-rested. And remember, don’t speak with anyone, not even me. We don’t know if the mage might be someone here.” She paused. “Any questions?”

Kalila thought for a moment. “Carahil gave me these scrolls.” She pulled them out of the satchel. “Frost shields. What exactly does the mage use?”

Arielle frowned. “Well, we’re not completely sure. The bodies have been found with several frost burns, so we do know that they will be using that against you. There were some markings on the ground nearby that suggest conjuration magic was at work, but by time we were able to investigate the area, we couldn’t tell if it was an atronach or something else.”

She nodded to herself. Not only would she need the shield scrolls, but flame attacks as well. If there were atronachs as well, that would require a little more planning. “Is it just the one mage?”

“As far as we know, yes. It’s certainly not a large group, picking on lone travelers. Larger groups tend to stick to caves or abandoned fortresses. Even if it’s a few of them, that’s why I have a partner coming along, just in case. Between the three of us, we’ll be able to take down a small group if it comes down to that.”

“So when do we leave?”

“I would suggest being ready to leave around seven. Sound good?”

“Yes.”

“Right then. See you in the morning.”

Kalila left the room shortly after Arielle did. She was going to need some food in her if she was going to be at her best.


She took the meal up to her room, though she still wasn’t sure about the cleanliness of the bed. The plate of seared slaughterfish with a slice of bread and olive oil sat on her lap. She picked at it as she traced her finger along her thigh. When not picking at her plate, her other hand found its way to the necklace her father had given her.

“So, I go down this road,” she said, tracing to the side. “And I should be attacked around this area, I suppose. So if there’s a group ready to ambush, they’d probably be around the rocks… if not, if it’s just the one, they might follow me the moment I walk out the door.” She frowned. “We can’t get into it too close to this place or else someone could get hurt.”

She let out a sigh, sweeping her hand over the imaginary map as if to erase it. There couldn't be a set plan. She wasn’t a general preparing to strike an opposing army. Not even a battlemage, like Arielle. Just a new face from the Mages Guild; a face that any mage who has been in the area for a while wouldn’t recognize. That was probably the point. Her skill in destruction was just icing on the cake.

After she finished her meal in silence, she set her satchel on the floor and laid her head on it. She took the hourglass and placed her hand on it. “Evigilare faciatis; horarum novem.” Most of the sand rose up to the top and slowly began to fall. Soon after she closed her eyes, she drifted away and dreamed of snow.

I'm excited to see how Kalilah handles herself! She sounds like she may panic. Hopefully not.

This quest freaked me out so badly the very first time I played the game! I went into my room and shut the door. Within seconds the door popped open and Caminalda shows up. "I'm ever so frightened!" - she leaves, leaving the door open. I go shut it. Seconds later, the door pops open - it's Arielle. She leaves, leaves the door open. So I go shut the door. I lay down to sleep, when I wake up Lucien Lachance was standing by the bed! I shrieked like a banshee! By the time he got done calling me a murderer (had no idea who I had murdered) - then I've got to go face this murderer in the road !!! I'm telling you, I was freaked out as hell. So I'm walking down the road and she just popped out of the bushes - I was standing there shrieking so badly that my character almost got killed. Never liked this quest since, lol.

I absolutely LOVED the hourglass trick - really good world building to have the mages able to do something like that using magic !!! What a great idea !!!!

Awesome Write !!!!!!

-points and laughs at mALX-


HAAAAA.

You should have seen me on that Mages Guild quest where Janus Hassildor pops up in your face out of nowhere hollering at you! You know he's a vampire, and he (supposedly) asks you to meet him at 2 am out in some field. So I'm scared to death anyway, thinking he's coming to drink my blood or something. I waited in the wrong place, but was close enough to trigger the quest I guess. Next thing I know I saw a bunch of guys in black robes running around, a fight going on, and there is Janus Hassildor yelling that he needs blood! Next thing I know, he is in my face yelling at me! I shrieked my head off! Woke my son up, he was in hysterics laughing at me.

-points and laughs at mALX again!!-

HAAAAHAAAAAA!!!!

If it's any consolation, I did the same thing XD

When Lucien first woke me up, I screeched and almost threw the controller.

Lol! I shouldn't have spammed Jacki's thread this way, urk.

I've finally caught up

I remember I started reading this when I first registered to chorrol, but I can't remember why I stopped reading. This is quite an entertaining story! I'm really enjoying this.










That quest really confused me. Arielle told me to fight back if I was attacked, but the lady attacking me didn't take damage when I attacked her

You guys got scared when Lucien appeared near your bed an Janus Hassildor killed a bunch of necromancers then screamed at you?

I almost died of a heart attack during the boots of springheel jak quest and the arrow if extrication quest.

I remember during the boots of springheel jak quest, I wasn't very happy to start with when Jakben Nel sent me into the basement and THEN I see a vampire, a skeleton, another vampire, and a lich! I had to fight through ALL of that just to get to the coffin, so I'm already on the edge. I got pretty mad when the boots weren't in the coffin, but I picked up the diary and read it. As soon as I close the damn book, done dude in full Mitchell armor is running at me with a ebony claymore declaring that he was going to kill me. I didn't expect the earl to do that, so I dropped the controller and fled the room while my character was getting murdered

The arrow of extrication quest scared me pretty bad too. All the conjurers were summoning a bunch of different things, trying to kill me with all kinds if monsters, and setting me on fire. When I finally get into the wizards tower, I keep heading up the stairs until I see Fathis Aren doing something with a mortar and pestle. He seemed docile, so I walked up to him without sneaking. He suddenly turns around and starts attacking me! I nearly dropped the controller a second time!

Excellent stuff!!...

Loving the description of the room, and her uncomfortable-ness with it...

Arielle is sooo pretty...

*Cough*...

Sorry, got a bit lost there...

Aaamywho...

Loved the imaginary map thing...That was excellent...And again, the hourglass was brilliant...Beautiful imagery...

Looking forward to the next bit...

Nice one!!...

*Applauds heartily*...

Oh my gosh, I LOVE the enchanted hourglass! And the way she didn't want to touch the bed, lol. Been there!!

Elisabeth Hollow~ As you'll see below, she handles it better than I would. >.>

mALX~ Wow sounds like you were pretty popular that night! Thanks though about the hourglass thing. Around the time of writing that chapter I went into a Harry Potter fit and read all seven books ♥ And even though wands aren't common, it gives some good ideas on practical uses of magic! Though they didn't do the hourglass one

King of Beasts~ Well, I'm glad you're back and getting caught up. (Talos knows I've been giving plenty of catching up time lately!)

McB~ Lol the dirty bed. I once lived in a house with five other young guys that weren't the cleanest of people >.> So... strange beds gave me that feeling.

Grits~ Glad you liked the hourglass too! Elder Scrolls is so awesome for having magic! It's one of my favorite things to write about... which is probably why a certain other story has gone neglected.





As commanded, the hourglass emptied the last of its sand nine hours after Kalila had set it. Bursts of blue light jumped from its top, bouncing on her face until her eyes opened. She sat up and twisted around until she was satisfied with the sound and feel of her spine popping. She grabbed her satchel and headed outside.

The air felt damp. Beads of dew sat on every surface, just starting to sparkle with the sun’s rays. Birds had begun chirping. A few butterflies danced from flower to flower. For a moment, Kalila was taken by the beauty of the area.

She had been expecting someone to start following her, so when she saw someone lunge from the bushes, she jumped in surprise.

Immediately, she recognized the high elf from the inn. She was still in her blue dress. The twigs and leaves in her hair made Kalila wonder if she had been waiting all night. "I'm afraid your journey ends here, traveler,” she said. “I'll be taking whatever you're carrying. After you're dead, of course. I do hope it's more than the last few had. They were most disappointing.”

Her arm was instantly clouded in frost. Kalila had only enough time to pull one of the scrolls out before she was hit with the burning freeze of her spell. Her arm and shoulder was coated in it. She did her best to ignore it as she read the incantation on the scroll. The parchment began to glow light blue. It suddenly grew rigid and shattered in her hands. The pieces surrounded her in a shield. Of course, it didn’t help the attack that had already hit her, but she was thankful to have some protection from any more.

Right after the shield formed, Kalila’s hands blossomed into flames and she began pelting the Altmer with her own attacks. The woman was quick, dodging most of the attacks before ducking behind some rocks.

Kalila held off on anything else until she was startled by the appearance of Arielle and an Imperial man. The both of them were fully suited in armor. The symbol of the Mages Guild was etched into the armor. Both of their heads were covered in the usual teal hood of battlemages.

“Is she back there?” Arielle asked, her eyes following where Kalila had been staring.

She nodded.

“Good. I don’t think she’s seen us. Go out to the rocks and try to lead her back here.”

Kalila dropped her bag and with both hands blazing, she began to fire shots toward the rocks, in hopes of luring her out. Instead of the Altmer, she came face to face with a frost atronach. The moment it emerged from behind the rocks, Kalila was surrounded by a sudden chill. With each step, the surrounding grass became coated with frost, the leaves on shrubs darkening instantly. The drops of dew became little pellets of ice. The creature itself stood at eight or nine feet, towering over Kalila and everything else in the area.

The flames engulfing her hands began to die down as she stared up at it. It wasn’t the first one she had seen, but it was the first one ever outwardly hostile to her. She could barely hear Arielle yelling over the pounding in her heart. Her body became overwhelmed with shivers and not all of it was from the cold.

The atronach slowly stomped toward her as its master took off the other way. It’s diamond-like body glittered in the sunlight, creating little flecks of rainbow on the ground. Against her will, she began to tremble. She cursed herself for it as the flames died down. Arielle seemed to be preoccupied with the rogue mage. She prayed that Arielle would finish her off quickly.

It took her a moment to register the other battlemage calling out to her. He was waving his arms toward them. Gaping craters filled the atronach’s back. Water gushed to the ground, freezing in place. With a crackling hiss, it turned to the man, stomping slowly toward him.

Kalila was unsure where to go. Each of the battlemages seemed to be holding their own just fine. Should she leave them to it? No, of course not. If she ran, she would never forgive herself whether or not the job got done.

She turned her attention to the mage herself. If she killed her, the atronach would vanish.

Dear gods, if she killed her? She had never killed a human being before! The very idea was nauseating. It wasn’t as if murder had never passed her mind. When Clarissa was killed, for months all she could think of was dishing out some well-deserved justice. And she had realized long ago that once she became a battlemage, she would have to deal with those who refused to come quietly. However, the difference between fantasizing and doing was vast. The fact that it was either their lives or the rogue mage’s only made it slightly easier. What would Tara do? Her older sister wasn’t a fighter, but she was always a good moral compass.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before running back in to the fight. Arielle’s shock spells were starting to take effect. The mage’s spells were starting to waver. It was only when she saw Kalila that she seemed to strengthen. She turned from Arielle and raising both hands, hit Kalila with a shock spell of her own.

Kalila had never been hit with anything like it. Her entire body contracted, yet spasmed involuntarily. The burning that coursed through her blinded her. She felt herself hit the ground. Everything was silent. She feared that she had gone deaf until she saw the Altmer on the ground, in a crumpled heap.

“Kalila?” She felt Arielle’s cool hand on her cheek. “Are you alright?”

Kalila wished there was a spell to eliminate tears, as they streaked down her face. She couldn’t find her voice, but she nodded.

“That was a nasty shock spell she got you with, but it looks like the magicka she needed made her drop her shield.” She held out her hand to Kalila. More than anything, she just wanted to remain on the ground, huddled in a ball.

The other battlemage made his way over. “Everything alright over here? The kid’s not hurt too badly is she?”

Kalila glared into the ground. Kid. And there she was proving it by crying into the dirt. She wiped her eyes with the back of her arm and allowed Arielle to help her up. “I’m fine,” she said. She didn’t try to take a step for fear that her knees would buckle under her.

“Well, you did it,” Arielle smiled. “Now that we have her, we can get to work on finding out who she is and sending a report to the Countess. And Carahil of course….” Her brows furrowed. “Are you sure you’re alright?”

“Fine,” Kalila managed a smile. “Really, it’s no…” Her voice gave out for a moment. “Nothing I can’t handle.”

“Alright… well, thank you.”

They shook hands and parted ways. Though Kalila had every intention of going back to Anvil, she bought a room at the Brina Cross in once more. Her body was in so much pain that she blocked out the disgust at the seedy bed and collapsed into it. Even in deep sleep, she felt her muscles ache.

She knew that as long as she chased the life of a battlemage, this pain would be only the beginning.

Oh, fair dues...That was excellent!... ...



Epic alarm clock!!... ...I absolutely loved that...Brilliantly done...

I loved the fight...The ice shield was brilliant...

Atronach!!...Oh yeah!!...That was a brilliant description of the terror of having one bearing down on you...And the way it melted from the inside out was nicely done...

As was the idea that the shocking of Kalila would take the magic from the nasty wee elf and be her undoing...

Brilliant fight!...And the post-adrenaline reaction to it was perfect...

Excellent story, loving it...As ever...

Oh, I also loved that she didn't care about the state of the bed in the end... ..

Nice one!!...

*Applauds most heartily*...

Oh, I loved the frost atronach!

Kalila did a great job keeping her composure at the beginning of her first fight. Then her reaction when she got seriously hurt felt genuine. But someone tried to kill her, and they didn’t. I like how she collapsed into the formerly unacceptable bed to sleep it off (and consider her future).

What would Tara do? Her older sister wasn’t a fighter, but she was always a good moral compass.

Yikes.

I'm getting here to read as soon as I can, Jackie! I'm sorry it is taking so long

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This chapter was amazing in so many ways! Over everything was Kalila's inner thoughts through the battle and especially afterward - and the tremendous battle itself! You brought that quest to life with this account of it, HUGE write!

Two things I loved as well = (1) :



Tara's moral compass may be a little skewed since Clarissa's death, so the irony of that statement really struck home - LOVED that !!!

(2) :

The "alarm clock" hourglass - loved that !!!

Awesome write, you are back full power with this chapter! AWESOME WRITE !!!!!!

Tara did not speak to the woman named Ocheeva. She didn’t enter the abandoned house in Cheydinhal. In fact, she didn’t even set foot in Cheydinhal. After murdering the man named Rufio, she went straight home and collapsed on the couch. Days had passed before she felt clean again.

As the next few weeks flew by, Tara buried herself in work. She had agreed to go to the Arcane University twice weekly to assist younger students with conjuration and then there were research papers to do. Honestly, those were her favorite. Even as a child, Tara read anything and everything she could get her hands on.

Before she knew it, the next new moons came. The stars shined even brighter in their absence. So did Tara's eyes.

Clarissa was lead out into the backyard. It was her first time outside since being dug up from the dirt. It was a little odd seeing the girl standing over her own grave. Clarissa didn’t wander off at all. In fact, she just plopped herself right on the soil under the marker.

Almost as if she knows that’s where she belongs… Tara thought with a chill.

“Alright,” she said, taking out the black soul gem. “Let’s get started.”

Tara stood over Clarissa with the soul gem in both hands. With Rufio as ornery as he had been before, Tara expected resistance. Sure enough, when coaxing the soul out of the gem and into Clarissa, Tara felt as if she were extracting a tooth from a daedroth. She had actually broken into a greasy sweat and once his soul was finally separated from the gem, Tara grunted as if she had been lifting the physical man instead of his admittedly corrupted soul.

Clarissa glowed violet momentarily before the evidence of the new soul showed. The bones on her face were no longer so visible. More dry tufts of hair appeared over her head, though it was still very wispy. A layer of skin grew up to where her lips would eventually return. The paper-like skin covered a little more of the rest of her body, though her torso was still most bone. Not a shred of organs rested in her. Much to Tara’s disappointment, her eye sockets remained empty. Clarissa opened her mouth and crackled softly.

Well, what did she expect? It was only the second month. Tara sighed and took Clarissa by the hand. “Let’s get you back inside before a wolf decides to steal your femur or something.”



Though now given Rufio’s soul, Clarissa seemed as normal as the circumstances allowed. She seemed no more aware of her surroundings than she had been the day before. Upon returning to the basement, she sat on the floor and just crackled to herself. Tara watched for awhile before placing the chains back on her. She then went upstairs for a glass of wine.

Two down, eleven to go, she thought as she sat alone in the living room. A deep seed of disappointment remained in the pit of her stomach. She knew she shouldn’t have expected much, but she was looking forward to so much, so soon.

Even if logically she knew it wasn’t her fault, she kept wishing that there was more she could do to speed up the process. As the first wine glass turned to the third, she was near insistent that it had to be a flaw in her magic skill. Maybe she wasn’t getting the entire soul out of the gem. Or perhaps it wasn’t the soul that brought back the physical form, but the desire of the caster. She groaned. She did want it! There was nothing in the world that she wanted more than to look into those big gray eyes again! Two murders proved that point already!

Yet… she had to admit that she was scared of getting found out. Two decades of blood, sweat, and tears had gone into the Mages Guild. If the found so much as a black soul gem on her, that was it! She would be driven out. Clarissa would be killed all over again… maybe she would too. Could that fear subconsciously be holding her back?

“Oh, gods…” She said in a hushed whisper. Tara couldn’t allow that to be true. She stood up straight and marched right to the mirror in her bedroom. Her feet were spread to her shoulder's width and her hands were firmly on her hips. It was a pose that reminded her very much of Kalila. “Listen up," she said. "Whatever it is, you need to just get right over it. No matter what, you need to keep going. This is bigger…” Her voice cracked. “Bigger than the Guild. This is for your family, dammit.” The confident pose vanished and was replaced by a slump. “But I am trying!" She sighed. "It’s not a matter of not wanting it!” She turned away and threw herself in bed. Had this been any other problem, she could have gone to the Guild for advice.

If only there were a guild for necromancers…

Well… She sat back up. There were plenty of Necromancer Cults scattered around, right? She snorted. As if any of them would help her. They would probably be more than happy to chop her up and feed her to their thralls.

Who else?

The ebony dagger given to her by Lucien caught her eye. Would the Dark Brotherhood know? She doubted it. Their business was death, not reversing it. Still…. scumbags helped other scumbags, didn’t they? Maybe it was time to go visit Ocheeva afterall.

Jacki Dice, you have made me a very happy reader with this update! Clarissa is fascinating and chilling with her dry bones, papery skin, and crackling. Tara’s dilemma as she descends into darkness for the sake of love tugs the heart. I love this story!

What a great excuse to start the Dark Brotherhood quest line! If Tara needs - what - eleven more souls, what better way to turn assassin than via the DB? If she tried this on her own, wouldn't it turn the DB on her?

Keep going, I like how this story is so dark and yet rooted in love for a lost sister

I have not been keeping up with this and Madness as well as I would like. Let me start changing that by at least catching up here.

Almost as if she knows that’s where she belongs… Tara thought with a chill.
This was a wonderful passage. Especially because it shows that Tara too, knows that this is where Clara belongs.

“Let’s get you back inside before a wolf decides to steal your femur or something.”
Like the Grateful Dead video for Touch Of Grey, when the dog steals the drummer's leg!

Maybe it is time to go visit Lucien after all. Now that is a chilling thought to end the post upon.

Grits~ I am happy to be updating and working on this again!

haute ecole rider~ The Dark Brotherhood does make it fit very well and the walking skeleton that wanders the area brings some ideas, though I'll let you all see those soon.

SubRosa~ I'll have to check out that video! That's usually my thought when I see the rats and the zombies hanging out. Like one would want to nibble on the other, right?





Tara heard many times that the Mages Guild in Morrowind could teleport members from one guild to another. She found herself wishing such magic could work in Cyrodiil. Most scholars agreed that the mysterious magic in White Gold tower kept teleportation magic from working. It wouldn’t do if someone could just teleport into the Emperor’s chambers and behead him in his sleep. She sighed thinking about it. It would be such a time saver, instead of having to take a carriage to Cheydinhal.

When the gates to Cheydinal opened, Tara couldn’t help the overwhelming feeling of home. The Cheydinhal Mages Guild was her destination after graduating from the Arcane University. It was the first and only time in her life that she had not been charged with the care of her younger half-sisters or her mother’s lakeside home. Her time there had been sublimely independent.

She wasn’t sure if she should stop by the guildhall. Falcar, the guildmaster, was a horrible, cantankerous old coot. He was quick to criticize in the most brutal and condescending of ways. Tara knew of several good mages that either transferred to a guildhall out of Cyrodill or quit entirely because of him. Just thinking of some of the things he said made Tara’s blood boil. Her reason for being there was bad enough without him making things worse.

The abandoned house by the eastern wall… Tara thought. The part of town east of the river was locally known as “Ash-town” because of the concentration of Dunmer in the area. Before, Tara’s only business in Ash-town had been the food. She could smell the spices from the city gates and she laughed a little, wondering how she ever managed to get any work done with such an effective distraction. With that thought in mind, she headed over to Ash-town for a quick bite.

Both sides of town had similar architecture. The lower halves of the buildings were generally stone with wood framing while the tops were coated in white clay. The roofs had a concave curve to them as they reached their points. Even the parts of town that were less ornate were made of similar design, though on a smaller scale. In Ash-town, however, some houses or businesses hung flags with different patterns. Most of the words on them were in Dunmeri and Tara only knew the swears and very basic phrases.

After stopping in a cornerclub, as the Dunmer called them, Tara took a seat under a large tree with her plate. It was piled with deep fried sliced yams, fruit with chili powder sprinkled on top, flat dough with meat and cheese baked inside topped with pickled cabbage, onions, and carrots and a hot sauce for dipping, with a bottle of cold comberry juice. For the longest time, she tried to re-create Dunmeri dishes at home but either Clarissa found it way too spicy or the food was just too expensive to have imported. Maybe as Clarissa’s tongue literally developed, Tara could train her tolerance for spicy food. Or maybe not. A zombie flailing around because the food was too spicy would be a horrid sight. Daedra and Divines, she might even rip out her tongue in an act of desperation! The thought of having to sew it back in almost made Tara lose her appetite.

Almost.



There was a house on a lonely street that no one would enter. The windows were all boarded up, though the glass peeked out between the wood. The windows were so dirty that Tara couldn’t see inside. A few stones had fallen out of place, leaving gaps in the walls. Words written in Dunmeri were painted on the door, along with a few malevolent symbols. It was such a contrast to the rest of Cheydinal’s perfect story book houses.

If people had to pass it, prayers were whispered. Voices lowered and heads bowed. Some, usually teenagers, attempted to slip in but all nerve was lost and soon enough, they would come running out.

The official story was a case of the corprus disease brought over from Morrowind. A notice was pinned to the door, written in both Tamrielic and Dunmeri, that the house was contaminated with spores carrying the horrific disease. Everyone knew that was false, but no one argued it.

For once, Tara regretted her plate of food as she stood at the door. The pit of her stomach began to twist and churn violently as she put her hand on the knob. She looked around to make sure that no one had seen here before twisting the knob and slipping inside.

The door scraped loudly against the dusty tile as she closed it. With a flick of her wrist, a bright orb appeared in front of Tara, lighting her way. A few scattered footprints led to a door across the room. A few tapestries hung on the wall, though they were so neglected that she couldn’t see what they had been. Cobwebs were everywhere. The urge to clean was almost overwhelming. Tara wasn’t sure if she would have preferred to come in contact with corprus or this disaster!

Careful not to touch anything, Tara made her way to the basement. She wouldn’t even hold the handrail as she carefully descended the rickety stairs. It didn’t seem possible, but the basement was even worse. Not only did she sneeze a hundred times due to the dust and molds, it smelled of animal waste and death. Sure enough, she noticed a decaying rat under the stairs.

By the Nine, what sort of people were these? How could they stand seeing this every time they came in? Had they no dignity? Tara recalled hearing about a rival guild of assassins in Morrowind. She had a feeling that they wouldn’t stand for this filth. The fleeting thought of trying to join them floated through her head before she shook it violently. Divines, was she losing it, fretting over which guild of thugs to join up with? What would Kalila think of her if she knew? The fried yams threatened to snake up her esophagus before she forced it back down.

Tara continued on until she was faced with a door that glowed blood red when she approached it. A large skull was the center, with a dark handprint in the forehead. A woman was depicted , looking down at four smaller figures. The woman seemed to be holding a dagger and a hammer in her hands. There was no knob nor handle. Tara hesitated before placing her hand in the print. It glowed at her touch.

“What is the color of night?”

The whispering voice made her shriek. The orb of light puffed away, leaving her alone in the bloody glow. Her heart was thudding so quickly that it sent painful waves through her limbs and she wouldn’t have been surprised if it burst, leaving her dead on the floor.

When she finally regained composure, she looked back at the door. That question must have been the key. The more she thought of it, the more sense it made to use this sort of magical lock instead of a physical one. So all she had to do was answer the question. She remembered Lucien telling her what to say, but it was so long ago that the specific words were a blur.

Placing her hand back in the indentation, she spoke. “Black.”

The door remained shut. She thought that would be far too obvious, but people often said that the simplest answer was usually the right one.

“Blue...Purple.”

Nothing happened for either color.

She stood there for a moment. “Red?” She studied the glow of the door. That was it, but not that color. As much as she did not want to picture that man’s face, she closed her eyes to try and summon the memory.

“Sanguine, my brother,” she said, slowly opening her eyes.

“Welcome home,” the voice said lovingly.

Normally I don't do the DB quests (have done it only twice), but I remember how that sinister welcome by the mysterious door made me feel, well, home. Good job bringing that curious emotion back for me!

I also loved the description of Ash-Town! It really brings home the fact that Cheydinhal is almost in Morrowind, what with a Dunmer Count and being so close to the eastern border of Cyrodiil.

What an excellent notion that the White Gold Tower inhibits teleportation. I love game quirks explained in a story.

Tara’s Cheydinhal was both familiar and excitingly expanded with Ash-Town and the spicy food. I love the Dunmer influence you give it. The food sounds amazing! I’ll have a plate of chili-lime mangos, please.

Corprus contamination, brilliant! You evoked that first nervous creep through the abandoned house so perfectly. Well done! And yikes, now Tara is “home”…

haute ecole rider~ Thank you~ I've done the DB quests in all my playthroughs and I was pleasantly surprised by the creepiness of that door! I'm glad I was able to bring that here

Grits~ Cheydinhal is my favorite town and I am loving bringing it to life with all the Dunmer influence. And something tells me that their food would have a lot of spice to it... and it makes me a bit hungry for some fruit and chili powder~

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Tara




At least it was clean.

Tara was pleasantly surprised by the interior. As it was underground, there were no windows, but candles sitting in amber scones bathed the room in warm light. As Tara took a few slow steps in, she caught a sweet scent in the air. After a few moments, she recognized it as incense and… cake?

Why did she smell cake? Couldn’t be.

She turned the corner and nearly shrieked again. Tara was face to face with skeleton in a suit of leather armor. It stood up and opened its mouth, letting out that now-familiar crackle. It silenced itself and that was when Tara noticed the large axe in its hand.

“Wait…” Tara said, immediately putting up her hands, though she wasn’t sure if it would understand the gesture.

Never in her life did she think she would feel so happy to see an animated skeleton. The bright feeling blossoming in her stomach almost made her giddy. Someone here had to have brought this skelton to life. Maybe she was in the right place after all! Of course, that depended on if this skeleton would attack.

Luckily, it didn’t raise its weapon. Instead, it turned away and let out a long crackle. A door opened and an Argonian woman appeared. “Aeron, what is it?” She asked. Then she set her large orange eyes on Tara. “Oh!” She approached with open arms. “Welcome, sister!” Before she could say anything, Tara was pulled into a tight squeeze.

“Let me look at you,” the Argonian said, releasing her from the hug, but keeping both hands on Tara’s shoulders.

Tara looked her over in return. The Argonian’s head had three small horns on each side, with a beaded cloth draping along the back of her head. She was dressed in the same armor as the skeleton, though hers was in much better condition.

“You must be Tara Karminova,” she finally said. “Lucien told me about you weeks ago. We weren’t sure if something had happened to you along the way.”

Tara just shook her head. She didn’t recall giving Lucien her first name, let alone her last name.

“My name is Ocheeva,” she said. “It’s so wonderful to have you here. Normally, I would start with a tour of the Sanctuary but we were just about to sit down for dinner. Won’t you join us?”

It took Tara a moment to find her voice. “I just ate,” she said.

“At least have some cake,” Ocheeva insisted. “Telaendril just baked one and her cakes just melt in your mouth! You’ll see!” Before Tara could object, Ocheeva took her by the hand and lead her to the room she had been in.

“Divines…” Tara breathed as she was brought to the dining area. The table and chairs were made of beautiful cocobolo wood. The red finish was illuminated by the several candles in the room. Several places at the table were set, with the meal in the center. From what Tara could tell, dinner was a large roast, several rolls, a garden salad, and mashed potatoes. A few bottles of shein were next to a set of wine glasses.

Tapestries featuring a black hand were hung around the room, but the featured painting was of a lush valley, with a river running down the middle. It was so realistic that it was almost like looking outside.

Ocheeva left her for a moment to ring a silver bell. “Everyone, I have wonderful news,” Ocheeva called out. “Our sister has finally come home!” When she returned to Tara, she placed her arm warmly around her shoulders. “Let me introduce everyone.”

The first one in was a tall man in fine black silk clothing. His long brown hair was tied in a ponytail, though a few graying curls hung at his face. What drew Tara’s attention were his eyes.They were a beautiful hazel, but something about them just dew Tara in. It wasn’t until he smiled at her that she realized he was a vampire.

The vampire took her hand and lightly pressed it to his lips. “Warmest greetings to you,” he said, releasing her hand. Tara’s eyes were wide and she looked to Ocheeva, who was just beaming. “I am Vicente Valtieri,” he continued. “I provide assignments for all new family members, but we’ll discuss that when the time is right.” He paused for a minute before leaning in a smiling gently. “Please do not let my appearance...unnerve you. The needs and tenets of the Dark Brotherhood come before my own needs as a vampire.”

Tara wasn’t sure what to say. She didn’t know what those needs or tenets were yet, but she wasn’t confident enough to promise herself safety.

With a light clap on her shoulder he moved on to the table. “Looks wonderful, Ocheeva,” he said. “I see these potatoes are separate from the others,” he lifted a small bowl. “This is mine, I’m assuming?”

“Yes, those are made especially for you,” Ocheeva nodded. “He’s very sensitive to garlic,” she explained to Tara.

The next one to greet Tara was a young woman. She was no older than Kalila, though judging by her bubbly demeanor, that would be Tara’s only reminder of her. “Welcome, dear sister!” Tara was pulled into another big hug. Tara lightly patted her back in return. She smelled of strongly of peaches. Really, if Tara hadn’t been in the Dark Brotherhood’s lair, she would never have guessed the girl to be a hired killer. Even her outfit, a colorful sundress, seemed impossibly out of place. “So good to finally meet you! My name is Antoinetta Marie!” With a grin at Ocheeva, Antoinetta joined Vincente at the table.

The next one kept his hands to himself. He was a bald Orc in a full suit of armor that clanged with every step. “Welcome!” He boomed. “Welcome to the family! I'd hug you, but Ocheeva told me not to.”

Tara immediately noticed that he was holding hands with a Bosmer. She hugged her tighly enough for both of them. “Warmest welcomes to you,” she said. “I am Telaendril, wood elf and loyal daughter of Sithis and this is Gogron gro-Bolmog. I hope you find our Sanctuary to your liking.”

Tara pursed her lips for a moment. “It’s very warm,” she said.

An orange furred Khajiit came next. Tara didn’t recognize him, but his green and blue robes made her wonder if he was a fellow mage. Perhaps out of everyone here, he would be one that she could connect to. “If it isn't the newest member of the ‘family,’” he said in a sneer that immediately dashed Tara’s hopes. “Let's get one thing straight. The Tenets prevent me from killing you. But I don't have to like you. I'll sell you equipment, but only because Ocheeva is making me. This family doesn't need any outsiders.” With that, he shoved himself past Tara and went to the table.

Argonians were not known for their expressiveness, but Tara could see that Ocheeva was fuming. “M'raaj-Dar,” she hissed. “I’m so sorry about him. He’s a real piece of work sometimes. He lacks understanding of how we like our sanctuary to operate. If he gives you trouble, you let me know.”

Tara sighed softly. Maybe it was for the best. With each friendly greeting, she noticed that she was beginning to return the fuzzy feelings. M’raaj-Dar’s coldness reminded her of where she was.

The final member to greet her was an Argonian man. He and Ocheeva greeted each other first and though he didn’t hug Tara, he was just as kind as everyone else had been. "I welcome you to our family, and this Sanctuary,” he said. “I am Teinaava. May you find yourself at home here, in the loving embrace of our Lady the Night Mother."

“That’s everyone,” Ocheeva said with a relieved sigh. “Come, let’s eat before dinner gets cold.

“Oh, but I already…” Tara gave up the argument as Ocheeva sat her down next to Antoinetta and across from Vicente. She grinned and waved. Tara hesitated, but waved back.

“This morning, something told me that today would be special,” Ocheeva said over the quieting chatter. “And now our sister has finally come home. Before we eat, Tara, let’s formally welcome you to the Dark Brotherhood.”

She picked a book off a shelf and opened it up.

“Tara Karminova, you have been brought here by our Speaker, Lucien LaChance. With Lucien, you signed a covenant. The manner of execution, your signature and in the shed blood, the ink.”

There were nods and murmurs of approval that made Tara want to just disappear.

“Know this,” Ocheeva continued. “Every Dark Brother and Sister is a child of Sithis. He whom we call Sithis has many other names. Chaos. Doom. Discord. Sithis is the Void. We of the Dark Brotherhood serve the Night Mother, who is the bride of Sithis. The Night Mother rules her children with a terrible Black Hand. The Black Hand is the ruling body of the Dark Brotherhood. It is made up of one Listener and Four Speakers. As a member of the Dark Brotherhood, you must abide by the Five Tenets. They are the laws that guide and protect us.

“The Five Tenets are as follows: Tenet Number One, never dishonor the Night Mother. To do so is to invoke the Wrath of Sithis. Tenet Number Two, never betray the Dark Brotherhood or its secrets. To do so is to invoke the Wrath of Sithis. Tenet Number Three, never disobey or refuse to carry out an order from a Dark Brotherhood superior. To do so is to invoke the Wrath of Sithis. Tenet Number Four, never steal the possessions of a Dark Brother or Dark Sister. To do so is to invoke the Wrath of Sithis. Tenet Number Five, never kill a Dark Brother or Dark Sister. To do so is to invoke the Wrath of Sithis.

“Tara Karminova, do you solemnly swear to uphold these five tenets and dedicate your life to the Dark Brotherhood and your family?”

Her family…. Kalila, Clarissa, her mother, and Aidan. This was going to be a necessary evil to continue dedicating her life to her family. Besides, she thought. If I need to kill anyway, I may as well make some money for it.

“I swear,” Tara said softly.

Neat world-building with the explanation that White Gold Tower is what keeps teleportation magic from working in Cyrodiil. I liked the addition of Ashtown to Cheydinhal as well. The Dunmer flags with their weird bug symbols on them were neat, as was the cornerclub, ash-yams, etc...

I am smiling at the thought of zombie Clarissa flailing around because the food is too spicy!

I also love the description of Freddy's house on Elm Street, and Tara's indignation over their poor housekeeping!

At least the inside of the Sanctuary is nicer. And Cake!

Now Tara is part of Sithis' big happy psychotic family. I wonder how things will work out now? I get the feeling they are not really going to improve.

Cake! These people can’t be so bad.

I love Tara’s reaction to the “living” skeleton. She’s looking for hope in the DB sanctuary!

Antoinetta Marie’s sundress and peach scent made me grin. I love the character that you’re giving the assassins.

SubRosa~ Thank you~ I was trying to figure out how to explain no teleportation magic. I thought of banning it, but skooma is banned to so...


Grits~ They were all so nice (except M'Raaj-Dar) so I like playing with that aspect. It's not something expected of assassins




Though Tara reminded her yet again that she had already eaten, Ocheeva piled her plate with several slices of meat and scoops of the mashed potatoes, which Ocheeva said had been cooked with homemade garlic butter. She was a little less smothering with the rolls and salad. At first, Tara was sure that she wouldn’t be able to finish such a heaped plate, but seeing how the meat fell apart so easily into its own gravy helped encourage her hunger.

“Ocheeva is like a big mother hen,” Antoinetta said, giggling a little. “So you may as well get used to this! I wish my own mother had been as doting…”

Tara just nodded and ate as much as she could. Surprisingly, it tasted just like a home cooked meal. In fact, between dinner and Aiden’s cooking, Tara would find it hard to tell the difference. She managed to clean most of her plate, much to Ocheeva’s obvious pleasure. After some chocolate cake, which was shockingly moist, Tara was given the grand tour.

“You’ve seen the dining hall, obviously,” Ocheeva said, leading her into the next room. “This is the common room.”

Judging by the warmth of the dining room, Tara had expected something just as homey. She wasn’t disappointed. There were a few red couches, complete with matching cushions. A black hand was embroidered on each. There were several paintings on the walls. One of Cheydinhal at sunrise, one of an old woman with an otherworldly beauty, one of a meadow of flowers, one of the beach at night.

What really caught Tara’s breath were the lines of bookshelves taking up an entire wall. A plush burgundy armchair and matching footrest sat next to them, along with a few floor cushions. Tara couldn’t help immediately wandering off to inspect the titles.

Ocheeva chuckled softly. “I see we have another bookworm in our midst. Vincente brought a good deal of those along with him when he made the Sanctuary his home.”

Tara could see the age on some of them. It made her almost a little disappointed that she wouldn’t be living there. Imagining what she would find in some of those ancient books made her mind race.

“Next, we have the training room,” Ocheeva said, when Tara rejoined her. “Let’s see…” She paused, looking her over. “Let me see your hands…” She held them up, checking the backs and front. “I’d have to guess that you’re a mage. Am I right?”

Tara nodded. “I mean, I don’t fight really, but I am a mage.” Tara suddenly felt a little vulnerable. It wouldn’t be wise for a toothless lion to reveal his gummy mouth to a bunch of tigers, would it? That thought also was what reminded her not to go bragging about her rank in the Mages Guild. The less they knew about her, the better, right? No matter how nice they seemed, these people were killers for hire and they could destroy her without resorting to murder.

“Not to worry,” Ocheeva said. “In a way, your magic will come in handy. Cast a nice silencer spell and maybe one of paralysis and your victim will be clay in your hands.” She laughed some more. Tara started to feel a little queasy.

“And of course, we’re all here to help in any way we can. That includes M’Raaj-Dar. He’s also a mage, so he might be able to teach you a few tricks.”

Tara doubted that. She’d rather go ask Falcar for help and she’d rather pull a sore tooth from a daedroth than do that!

“And last,” Ocheeva said, entering a hall on the other side of the training room. “Here are the bedrooms.”

The hall was lined with gold tinted glass cradling welkynd stones. A few doors went down to the end. Even the hall had an impossible warmth to it. Her own house was more sinister than the Sanctuary! Tara wasn’t sure if she should be comforted or ashamed.

“There aren’t many rooms, I’m afraid,” Ocheeva said. “Perhaps once one of our neighbors move, we can look into expanding.”

Why not just kill them and take the place? Tara caught herself wondering. She immediately chastised herself for such a dark thought.

She followed Ocheeva to the third door from the end of the hall. Ocheeva unlocked it and stepped aside for Tara to enter. “Luckily Telaendril and Gogron have decided to move in together, so that’s a spare but we may have to start doubling up when we get too many members. Don’t worry, people join us far less frequently than other guilds.”

The room was rather ordinary. It was much smaller than her room back at her home and though there was a beautiful painting of a sunrise over Lake Rumare, it didn’t quite make up for the lack of a window. The full sized bed was at the wall, all made up with soft floral patterned blankets. A sprig of lavender rested on the pillow. A dresser with a large mirror was on the opposite side, next to a bookshelf ready to be filled.

“I don’t want to presume,” Ocheeva said as Tara looked around. “But it doesn’t seem as if you have any…. belongings with you.”

Tara took a breath and turned to face her. “Well, I never planned on staying.” When she saw a slight change in Ocheeva’s eyes, she quickly added, “It’s all very lovely. I never would have imagined it this way, but I can’t live here. I have someone at home to care for.”

“A child?”

“Yes. I mean, not mine. She’s my sister. It’s very complicated. You have no… She’s the entire reason I…. I mean, I couldn’t just leave her.” She stopped, realizing that she was rambling and with every word making things more cluttered than they had to be.

“That’s a shame,” Ocheeva said. “It’s a lot easier when you’re close by. Would it be possible to move to Cheydinhal? You could stay with her as needed and still come here.”

Tara shook her head. “She’s not…. well. She isn’t in any condition to travel.”

“What about your parents? Couldn’t they care for her?”

“Our mother is out of the country on business and I do not know who my father is.” Tara didn’t feel the need to disclose that they had different fathers. “Besides, she needs very specific treatment. I’m the only one who can help. I’m sorry, Ocheeva, but I need to be with her.”

Ocheeva nodded. “I see. At least stay the night. It’s late and a pretty girl like you shouldn’t travel alone at night. In the morning, we can get you measured for a suit and maybe we can get you started with shade repressing spells.”

As always, the talk of magic made her ears perk a little. “Shade repressing?”

“Well, in case you… ah… well, you don’t make it back from a mission, we need to ensure that in the event that your shade is summoned, you don’t inadvertently reveal any secrets. It’s standard procedure. I’m sure you have nothing to worry about. We can also go over the logistics of jobs and payment. Goodnight, sister.” With that, Ocheeva nodded and closed the door.

Tara looked around the room once more before sighing deeply. She came to Cheydinhal expecting to be hip deep in a nest of bloodthirsty people only a slight bit more civilized than the average goblin. To be welcomed so warmly felt so surreal. Thinking about it as she undressed and slipped under the blankets, these people seemed more familial than the Mages Guild. She almost wished she could bring Clarissa. There was already one walking skeleton about, so another might not be so bad…

But could she trust them? Perhaps some of them. Certainly not M’Raaj-Dar. Beyond exposing Tara, he might hurt Clarissa just out of spite. Tara shook her head. Besides, someone had to watch the house. Her mother had it built in that location specifically for when she was in the area, so renting it out wasn’t an option. Maybe when Kalila comes back…

Which reminded Tara that Kalila had not written her once since she left for Anvil! She felt a twist of hurt and fear. There had been an attack at the Chapel of Anvil recently. While Kalila wasn’t very active in her attendance, there was always a chance that she just so happened to go on the day of the attack. The Courier said that no one survived… By the Nine was she going to have to resurrect her too?

She shook her head. Kalila was fine. She was probably so wrapped up in her studies that she forgot about the rest of the world. That was how she was.

The scent of lavender was helping her feel more relaxed as she closed her eyes. She slept soundly.

Now I really want roast beef with mashed potatoes and gravy. Since I don’t have an Argonian assassin handy, I guess I’m going to have to make it myself!

One tiny nit: The hall was lined with gold tinted glass cradling holding welkynd stones. I think you have an extra word in here.

The library sounds lovely and the embroidered Black Hand pillows made me smile. Somehow that’s almost as creepy as the expected dripping water, hanging chains, and cobwebs.

“Well, in the event that you… ah… well, you don’t make it back from a mission, we need to ensure that in the event that your shade is summoned, you don’t inadvertently reveal any secrets. It’s standard procedure. I’m sure you have nothing to worry about. We can also go over the logistics of jobs and payment. Goodnight, sister.” With that, Ocheeva nodded and closed the door.

Wow. That’s a brilliant idea and also scary. Yikes, cheerful assassins!

Grits~ I got the idea from Lord of Souls. Or maybe it was The Infernal City. One of them. Anyway, they have so much more practical magic described!





It had been years since Tara woke to the scent of breakfast cooking. Groggily bundling up, she recalled the last time Kalila had cooked breakfast. Their mother had been home and she cheerily remarked that Kalila would land a man in no time if she kept cooking. In response, Kalila immediately laid down the spoon and hadn’t touched a stove since. Tara smiled a little at the memory.

With the smell of bacon permeating the air, she allowed herself to stretch out and just linger under the covers for a few moments. She was always so busy running around that sometimes she forgot to take time to just breathe.

With her eyes closed, she took slow breaths as she allowed her mind to relax. She focused on the feeling of her body on the mattress, the crisp sheets tangled around her bare legs, the weight of her hair on the pillow, the sound of something scratching at the bookshelf…

Wait.

She opened her eyes and saw the largest rat she had ever seen.

Tara got up with a shriek, pulling her blankets up on the bed so they weren’t touching the floor. As she brought nothing, she didn’t have anything to throw at it other than her shoes. She was not prepared to make that sort of sacrifice.

Antoinetta burst in. Her clear blue eyes were wide as she looked up at Tara. “What’s wrong?” She asked, taking a step forward.

“Rat!” Tara hissed. “Kill it!” It was then that she remembered that she could probably hit it with a good shock spell. She locked her fingers in a claw-like position and began to draw the spell from within her when Antoinetta picked it up. Bare handed. “Dear gods, what are you doing?” She asked as her hand slacked.

“Oh, dear,” Antoinetta said in a baby-like voice. “I think Ocheeva forgot to introduce me to you! I’m sowwy.” She made the rat make a waving motion with its front paw. “Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Schemer! I’m a very good rat most of the time, but sometimes I sneak into people’s rooms and give them such a start! But I’m very nice and I’m all clean!”

Tara had since dropped her hand and the look of fear was replaced by mild disgust. “You mean… it lives here? As a… a pet or something?”

“Yes,” Antoinetta said in her normal voice. “He’s a sweetheart. Don’t worry, he never leaves the Sanctuary, so there’s no risk of him bringing disease. Take a look, his fur is nice and glossy and his eyes are clear. I even brush his teeth!”

Tara couldn’t hide the repulsed look on her face. “You can’t be serious!”

Antoinetta shrugged. “Well, I guess since I’ve lived among rats and spiders for so long, they don’t really phase me. I never really had the luxury of being afraid of them.” She set Schemer down, outside Tara’s door. “So Ocheeva told me your sister is ill.”

Tara climbed down and began to make her bed. “Did she?”

Antoinetta nodded. “Shame. What’s she sick with?”

“Well…” Tara started, trying to come up with something. She had become better at lying lately, but it still made her nervous. She always had to recall exactly what she said and to whom and when… It was exhausting! Not to mention having to watch her body language for give-aways. She immediately stopped wringing her hands. “She came down with a case of yellow tick.”

Antoinetta nodded. “Such a shame. So you take care of her then?” She smiled a little. “How old is she?”

Tara could feel her stomach begin to grease up. She understood the questions. It was the usual small talk one engages in when joining a new guild. She couldn’t afford to appear cold and uninterested.

Besides, that was a difficult question to answer. Technically, Clarissa was fourteen. However, she spent three years dead. In fact, she was still technically dead and would be for another ten months. So would the lost time make her ten? Her mind and body would dictate so. In fact, that brought up another concern for Tara. When Clarissa became of legal age, she could still have the mentality of a teenager. She frowned at the implications.

“She’s fourteen,” she finally answered. “But she’s the baby of the family, so I guess sometimes she seems a lot younger than she is.”

“Ah,” Antoinetta nodded. “I was the youngest in my family, but…” She smiled and shrugged. “I guess not every family treasures the youngest like yours.” She looked like she was about to elaborate, but then a bell rang. “Oh! That’s breakfast!”



Breakfast was no less spectacular than dinner had been. It would surely be a bad idea to live here, Tara thought. I’ll gain weight and Mother will never let me hear the end of it!

After she ate, Vicente led her to a room at the end of the hall to begin her lessons in shade repressing. The room was much larger than hers. In fact, it was more like a suite. The main room contained a dark gray chaise lounge with an emerald green paisley print. A couple of green pillows were placed on each side. It was placed under a looming bookcase that stretch across the entire wall. It was tall enough to require a ladder that wheeled from one end to the other. Tara had always wanted one of those.

There was a nice fireplace that was currently unlit. Instead of bricks, it was made of white marble slab. Above it was a beautiful landscape depicting mushroom-like trees overlooking a crystal lake. The land looked almost swamp-like and was dotted with gold and pink flowers. There were other paintings as well, mostly depicting the same sort of landscapes.

“Please,” Vicente said, motioning to the chaise lounge. “Make yourself at home.”

As Tara moved a pillow out of her way, Vicente poured her a glass of water. “I’d offer you some wine, but it’s still a bit early.” He smiled. Tara found it very hard to keep from being drawn in too deeply. “So, I trust Ocheeva told you about our first order of business.”

“Yes,” she said. “I need to learn how to repress a shade.” She furrowed her brows a little. “I honestly have no idea where to begin.”

Vicente frowned a little. “So, she didn’t tell you how we go about that process?”

Something in his tone bothered her. “No. Should she have?”

Vicente sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Well, I think it would have been a lot…easier coming from her.” Vicente took a seat in a tall armchair. “What I am going to do is use magic to bring you just a breath away from death’s door. One you are there, I will summon your shade just enough for me to sense it and for you to feel it so you know how to hold it in. Then I’m going to revive you. We’ll go over it a few times and eventually, it’ll become an automatic response.”

Tara’s eyes widened as she clutched the pillow to her chest. “Isn’t there any other way? This sounds far too dangerous! I mean one little slip…” She set her water down. “I’m sorry, Vicente. I don’t think I can do this. You could kill me!”

“No, no, no,” Vicente said. “You won’t die. I have excellent control.”

Tara stood up, still frowning. Her heart felt like a stone, sinking into her stomach. Whether or not he had excellent control did not negate what he was about to do. “I don’t think you quite understand. You are asking me to put my life literally in your hands with this.”

“I am. Isn’t that what guildmates are supposed to do?”

“Yes, but this isn’t a—” She stopped herself, sitting back down. “It’s nothing against you. I just didn’t think there would be this level of involvement.”

“Hmm.” Vicente nodded slightly. “I suppose you figured it would be a little more like a band of hit men? Get the assignment, reap the reward, and call it a day, right?”

Tara said nothing.

“Sorry to disappoint, but we’re a lot more like any other guild. This includes having to trust in all of us as we will with you.”

Tara closed her eyes to keep the disbelief hidden. She was an upstanding member of the Mages Guild. They were assassins. They were not the same. Not even similar.

“Listen,” Vicente knelt down, taking her hand in his. Tara started to pull away, but damn it those eyes of his. The soft way he spoke… That smile… She relaxed. “I understand your fear. I was mortal once upon a time. You’ll just have to trust me. Trust us. We’re your family. I would never put you in harm’s way.” He squeezed her hand slightly. “Do you trust me, Tara?”

Tara wanted with all her might to be blunt and say “no” but when she looked into his eyes, she saw no malice. He seemed so honest… “Yes. I believe you.” She didn't even realize that she had spoke until the words were out.

“Good.” He said. As soon as he sat back in his chair that feeling left her. Tara suddenly felt vulnerable. And somehow dirty. “Then let’s get started, shall we?”

Schemer! What an introduction!

Tara wanted with all her might to be blunt and say “no” but when she looked into his eyes, she saw no malice. He seemed so honest… “Yes. I believe you.” She didn't even realize that she had spoke until the words were out.

I love this part. This is exactly how I imagine vampire’s seduction would work. I really enjoy this story.

Grits~ I'm so glad you liked the Vampire's Seduction. I was worried that it wouldn't translate well -phew!-





Tara went from laying on the chaise to suddenly feeling weightless, both physically and mentally. Her heart no longer sank with the always persistent thoughts of “what if” or “how will I make it?” It was as if all her cares simply evaporated.

All around her was complete darkness except for a point of violet light. Everything within her was telling her to go to it. In fact, she couldn’t resist. She was actually floating toward it.

But what about Kalila and Clarissa?

That thought intruded suddenly. Kalila alone in Anvil… Losing Clarissa had almost broken her. How would she get over losing another sister? And Clarissa was still locked away in the basement. What would become of her? What if some necromancer found her and forced her into servitude for the rest of her existence?

And her work! She was dragging herself through the foulest depths of Oblivion over this. She murdered people over it! She put everything dear to her at risk! It was too much to just throw away! Suddenly she wasn’t so eager to go into the light.

Then she felt a tug. It wasn’t like the gradual floating she felt before. This was more insistent. It was as if someone had slipped a hook just behind her bellybutton and was jerking it roughly.

With one more violent tug, Tara felt a hard slam in her upper body. Her head was ringing as she opened her eyes. “What in Oblivion….?” She asked groggily.

Vicente helped her take a few sips of water. “It’s alright,” he said soothingly. “I pulled your shade.”

Tara frowned, feeling disappointed. “So it was that easy, huh?

Vicente smiled a little. “Don’t be so hard on yourself. I doubt you’ve had any experience to help you resist.”

Tara sipped her water in silence for a moment. “That light… What was it?”

“I can only make assumptions based on what others have told me, but if you’re talking about a light at the end of a tunnel, that was probably the entrance to the Dreamsleeve. Like I said, I’ll be bringing you to the very brink of death so I can start pulling your shade.”

She finished the water, still feeling a slight disappointment that she had been powerless to resist. Vincente seemed to have that effect on her in more ways than one. “How long does it usually take to master this?”

Vicente thought for a moment. “A few days. A week at latest.”

Tara stood up. “I can’t stay that long. In fact, I should have left last night. Do you have any books on this?”

“You mean books on how to lull yourself into a near death state and bring out your own shade?”

Tara sighed. “Alright, I guess I can’t do this alone. I suppose I can come back in a few days and maybe I can stay longer if I plan things out right.”



Tara left the abandoned house by way of an old well off by the east wall. It was a little hard to climb the ladder because Ocheeva insisted on sending her out with a care package. It was a sweet little basket filled with bread and fruit and at the bottom was a key to the well.

She wasn’t used to being so doted on. It made her feel a slight disappointment in what could have been between Tara and her mother. Though she didn’t doubt Rhianna’s love for her, she could be abrasive and harsh comments slipped a little too easily from her, especially when her lips were lubricated with wine. While Tara had thrived despite having to mother herself and her two sisters, Ocheeva’s kindness made her miss something she hadn’t realized was missing.

The thoughts lingered with her as she crossed though Ash-town. She remained so preoccupied that it wasn’t until she was standing across the road from the Mages Guild hall that she realized her distraction. Her feet has simply taken her where she had been used to going at the end of each day while in Cheydinhal.

At first, she thought about just heading to the main gates and catching the next carriage out of there, but something inside her told her to at least say hello to Deetsan. The poor woman was generally overwhelmed with having to smooth over the cruelties of Falcar and her general duties as a mage.

Tara had expected an air of gloom once she crossed the threshold. That was normal. However, she wasn’t prepared for the echoing sobs and thick tension when she went inside. As usual, Deetsan was fluttering around offering comfort where she could. A pair of the city’s guards were inside. They looked as though they had been trying to follow Deetsan wherever she went and simply gave up in exasperation. While one kept trying to get Deetsan’s attention, and kept it only momentarily, the other was speaking to Uurwen, the Bosmer enchanter. Her eyes were rather red and she dabbed them frequently as she spoke in hushed tones.

It was almost as if someone had died. Couldn’t have been Falcar, or else there would be celebration, Tara thought. She only half-chastised herself for thinking it.

“Deetsan?” Tara followed the hurried Argonian.

“Tara?” Her amber eyes widened. “Dear girl,” she said, taking Tara into her arms. “What an awful day for you to visit. Just horrifying!”

“What’s going on?”

Deetsan’s eyes closed. Her peridot scales almost seemed to ruffle with anger. “Falcar,” she hissed. “That filthy swine! He…” She growled. Tara didn’t recall ever seeing her so angry. “He killed one of our new associates.”

“He what?” Tara’s hands flew up to her mouth.

Deetsan shook her head. “He was sent to fetch a ring Falcar claimed he dropped in the well. Apparently he enchanted it to get heavier when someone picks it up. It was weighted in his hand and he drowned down there. We only found him last night. Vidkun, that was his name, was missing for nearly a week! I thought Faclar had just run him off or something.”

“Dear gods…” Tara was stunned. Falcar had always acted like a horrid, miserable old coot, but to murder someone? And by drowning no less! At least Tara made it quick when she killed. It wasn’t be highest horse to be on, but at least she wasn’t cruel.

“And then to top it off, we found a stash of black soul gems in his quarters!” Deetsan ran her hand over her scaled head. “He’s vanished, of course. I think he heard people complaining about the water tasting funny, so he figured we’d investigate sooner or later. I just can’t believe it. Our Guildhall leader was a murdering necromancer! It makes my blood boil, especially considering how often I wrote to the Council about him and his behavior. Did they so much as investigate?” She huffed.

One of the guards took note of Deetsan and headed in their direction. “I’m so sorry I can’t catch up with you,” Deetsan said. “I keep having to settle everyone down and its taking away from the investigation. Listen, I’ll write to you as soon as this calms down.” With one last squeeze, Deetsan met the guard to continue aiding the investigation.

Tara slipped out quietly. She was no longer a resident of the Cheydinhal guild, but after where she had been lately, she didn’t want to risk saying anything regretful. In fact, she was lucky that Deetsan didn’t think to ask what she was doing there. Even her love of Dunmeri food wouldn’t bring her so far from home for no reason. She would have to think up something later on.

Falcar…

She despised that man. Tara wasn’t a hateful person, but he brought that out in her by being such a loathsome brute. She had a lot of unkind thoughts about him, but truly she never would have guessed him to be a necromancer.

If only I had started this journey with Clarissa years ago, she thought bitterly. Perhaps he could have left some nuggets of wisdom for her in the manure that usually came out of his mouth.

Wait… Wasn’t the entire reason for going to Cheydinhal to find some sort of necromantic guidance?

No, not from Falcar of all people. She’d rather die and hope Kalila could bring her back.

Then again, it seemed that the only assistance she would get from the Dark Brotherhood was targets for souls. She scolded herself. “Targets” were an awful thing to call someone, even if it made it easier on her conscience.

Anyway, it wasn’t as if she knew where to find Falcar, even if she was interested in his help. But who else can help me? She wondered about it all during the ride back to the Imperial City.

Your description of Vicente pulling Tara’s shade was vivid and easy to follow. I found myself worrying over what Vicente might learn. Tara has a lot to hide from everyone. Clarissa is the only person she can confide in, and who knows if she has enough ear parts to hear yet?

Poor Vidkun. I like seeing game quests go on in the background, and I like your explanation of how the ring made Vidkun drown. The tie-in with Falcar’s activities and Tara’s need for necromantic guidance is brilliant. Great update!

Though the Chapel was still closed because of the murders, the bells still rang every hour. Promptly at six in the morning, Kalila woke up.

Out of all the mages at the Anvil guildhall, Kalila was the only one who greeted the new day with a jog. Dressed in simple cotton pants and a loose shirt, she did a couple laps around the inside of the city gates. Then she went back to her room for push-ups, crunches, tricep dips until she felt shaky and well past sore. Afterwards she took a hot bath and returned to her room to change into fresh clothes.

This time, before getting breakfast, Kalila sat at the small desk by her bed and took out a piece of paper and a quill. She hadn’t yet written Tara and she felt guilty for it. Most of her time was devoted to trying to improve her restoration. Usually, before she knew it, the entire day had been spent. The more she put off writing Tara, the worse she felt until she had avoided it for a few weeks. Tara was probably worried and if she didn’t write soon, Kalila was sure she would show up in a panic. Last thing she wanted was Tara swooping like a mage in shining robes thinking there was something to panic over.

21st of Rain’s Hand, 3E429

Dear Tara,

Sorry I haven’t written yet. Things have been really busy. I was sent on my first official mission for the guild, right when I walked in! There was someone killing off people at the Brina Cross Inn, just a couple miles north of here. The evidence looked like it was a mage doing it. It was. It was some ancient high elf. She targeted merchants and summoned frost atronochs to kill them. Don’t worry, I had two battlemages with me so I didn’t get hurt too badly.

Other than that, I’ve been really working to get better at restoration magic. I don’t know what it is, but I’m feeling stuck. The magicka is there and so is the intent but it just comes out all garbled when I try to apply it. Luckily there’s plenty of books so I can make sure I’m doing everything right, at least in theory.

There are actually a lot of pirates around here. They don’t have their flags out, but I can point them out pretty easy. They generally keep to the Harborside though and they don’t get too rowdy. Sometimes I wonder if Mother will show up. I hope not. Somehow I have a feeling she would start harping me about settling down with a nice man and all that.

I’ve been thinking of possibly joining the Fighters Guild. I see them a lot and maybe if things don’t clear up for me here, I could work with them. They’re contracted with the Empire too, so it shouldn’t cause any conflict, right? I mean, I’ll always want to be a battlemage, but if I can’t get this restoration thing, maybe that’s a good alternative.

Everything else here is fine. I’m eating properly and getting plenty of sleep. It’s a lot easier when I don’t have to stay up studying! I hope I’ll get the hang of restoration soon so I can come back home. I miss you.

Love,

Kalila

As she folded the letter and poured the wax to seal it, Kalila still felt guilty. There was something else.

She was sick. It was possibly incurable. Kalila felt it could be fatal.

Her mouth had started to dry out of nowhere, even if she had just had water. She was quick to feel nauseas. Her heart quickened and slowed. Feverishness came and went, leaving her feeling warm and clammy. Sometimes she even felt as if she was going to float out of her body.

Curiously, this only occurred when Kestrella was around.

With a huff, she pictured just what Tara would say. Oh, Kalila you’re in love! But that was ridiculous. Kalila didn’t have time for love. She had managed to avoid it for so long at the Arcane University, so why not now? Kestrella’s dimples didn’t have that much of a pull over her, did they?

Yes.

No!

Besides, it would end badly. She wasn’t going to stay in Anvil and Kestrella seemed to enjoy it there. Even if something did happen, which Kalila was working to avoid, they would wind up half a country away from each other.

Besides, it wasn’t likely to work out for very long. Kalila was simply not suited for romance. She didn’t know the first thing about talking to girls. Or boys. Or anyone. When things soured, and they surely would, it would cause such agony. She saw how that went for countless couples. In fact, when her parents divorced, Rhianna had been inconsolable and Aiden had made a hermit of himself until Rhianna went back to sea. Even then, it changed him. She would die before she was reduced to a sobbing mess, curled up in her bed for weeks and drowning in cheap wine. The easiest way to keep from getting burned was to stay away from the fire.

If only it were that easy.

Kalila brushed out her hair, leaving it down instead of her usual Breton braid. Kestrella said her hair was so pretty down, but that wasn’t the reason. No, not at all. If she didn’t go get breakfast quick, the sausages would be gone! Kalila loved sausages. Five minutes could not be wasted on braiding.

“Kalila, over here!” Kestrella grinned, waving as if Kalila were across the room of a crowded party, instead of only feet away at the doorway. As usual, an empty chair sat at Kestrella’s left. The resident imp was hovering at her shoulder, stealing grapes from her plate. “Sparky, no!” Kestrella said, slapping its tiny hand. “You have your own!”

As Kalila sat down, she couldn’t help noticing that Kestrella smelled of flowers. She tried to blame it on her hair. She had so much of it. At times, her curls looked like a lion’s mane. That was how she preferred it. Kestrella was constantly ruffling her hair to try and make it bigger.

“So,” Kestrella said while Kalila made her plate. “Plans for today?”

“The usual,” Kalila said.

“Kaaaaal,” Kestrella groaned. “It’s Sundas! Also known as Lazy-day.” She paused for a moment. “And you sound way too awake. Were you up at the crack of dawn again?”

“Nope,” Kalila said, after a sip of orange juice. “Dawn is at five. Besides, I have to study. I’ll never know if I’m making some sort of mistake if I don’t.”

Kestrella sighed. “I don’t know why you won’t let me see what the issue is. You’re real stubborn, you know that?”

“You’ve told me,” Kalila found herself smiling.

“Okay, so you agree with me on that. So why not let me persuade you to just relax today? It’s just one day, Kal. You have your whole life to stuff yourself in books.”

“Problem is, there’s no guarantee I’ll have a ‘whole life’ to live.” She took a bite of an orange slice, glancing at Kestrella. As much as she wanted to focus and get out of there, Kestrella had a point. Besides, she was starting to become uncomfortably aware that she was behaving exactly like Tara. “Was there something you wanted to do?”

Kestrella gasped, grinning at Kalila with sparkling eyes. A flutter of butterflies intermingled with the orange slices. Kalila quickly looked away. “Well! There’s going to be a bard at The Flowing Bowl this afternoon. Her name’s Larchel. I saw her once at the First Planting festival. She was so good! And maybe we can just look around. I haven’t really looked around the Harborside yet.”

A bard in a tavern was not Kalila’s first choice of activities to do on a Sundas, but the excitement in Kestrella’s eyes promised a good time. “Well, alright.” She smiled. “Sounds fun.”



As promised, Larchel performed beautifully. Kalila didn’t know any of the songs, but Kestrella did and she sang along happily. After Larchel left, the two decided to stay for a few more drinks.

Kalila also noticed a pair of women eyeing them the entire night. They looks weren’t threatening, yet they didn’t appear too friendly. Kalila hadn’t been sure why they kept looking over until they approached.

“Never seen you here before,” the shorter one said. She was either Breton or Imperial, in a red velvet gown with a purple and gold trim. Her dark hair was styled elegantly. Even her makeup indicated status. What was she doing in a tavern like this? Kalila wondered. The women she was with, a blond Nord, dressed in a simpler brown dress. While she wasn’t as extravagant as her friend, she still seemed out of place.

Looking at Kalila, the shorter one said, “You look like you can handle yourself in a fight. And I’m sure you wouldn’t mind making a little extra money.”

Before Kalila could speak, Kestrella chimed in. “You kidding? She took down a mage and her summoned atronachs! She’s tough as nails!”

Kalila instantly began fidgeting, noticing yet another woman, a dark elf at the table next to them, looking in her direction. The women also caught the attention of a sleeping dog at the dark elf’s feet. It looked irritated. Kalila wasn’t used to having so many eyes on her. She wished she could quickly cast an invisibility spell and slip away. “I mean... I had help…” She looked up, willing her cheeks to stop burning. She was grateful for the combination of bronze skin and poor lighting to hide any reddening. “Did you need something?”

After exchanging looks, the woman continued. “Well, I’m Faustina and this is Signy.” She took the empty seat across from Kestrella and leaning in, lowering her voice. “I’ve put together a, well... a gang. We make money by luring fools out to the middle of nowhere and robbing them blind.”

Kestrella frowned. “Oh. That’s, well, that’s actually pretty horrible. Why would you do that? I mean, why are you even telling us this?”

Faustina shrugged. “Fools are easily parted with their money, so why should I feel bad for having them part with it for my gain? At least I leave them alive, unlike some of the pirates and bandits around here. And as for why I’m sharing this information, well there’s strength in numbers, see? Look at you,” she addressed Kalila again, lightly squeezing her arm. Kalila shrunk away slightly. “Think of the money we could make. Besides, it’s child’s play. Our targets are weak willed men who are easily fooled into believing they will have their way with us.” She laughed. “Men are so gullible. I leave the decision up to you. If you want to join up, meet us at the Gweden farmhouse around eleven in the evening. It’s just up the road. Oh, and one more thing,” she said, this time looking at Kestrella. “If you breathe a word of this to the city guard, you won’t live long enough to get whatever reward they’re offering." A flush of rage overcame Kalila. This criminal was blatantly threatening Kestrella! She had half a mind to shove a fireball right down her throat. A glance at Kestrella calmed her down. She didn’t seem bothered.

To Kalila, Faustina winked. “Think about it.”

With that, they both left.

Kestrella sipped her drink. “Well. That was something.” She swirled her cup, looking into the building foam. “You know, we really should tell someone. She gave us the name of the farm. Why not report it?”

“You don’t want to do that.”

Kalila looked over at the dark elf. She, too, seemed slightly out of place. Her hair was straight and dark brown, though Kalila could see from the texture that the straightness likely came from one of those metal combs she had seen and heard horror stories about. Her outfit wasn’t extravagant, like Faustina’s, but it had a certain look to it. She had on a high necked corset in a soft green and dark green pants. A pair of peridot studs were in her ears, matching the peridot pendant around her neck. As she turned to face Kalila and Kestrella, Kalila noticed green powder on her eyelids. The dog was mostly white, with tan fur on its back and the top of its head. A line green bow was tied around its neck. The varying shades of green seemed to have a magic of its own.

“Why not?” Kestrella asked. “She just admitted to luring innocent people to the middle of nowhere and mugging them! They have to be stopped!”

“Oh, no, I agree!” She said. “I would like to see them stopped, believe me. Just going to the city guard...” She shook her head. “Bad idea. You heard her. She’s got a gang. And if they’re organized, they could have connections with the city guard. Or one of them could be one of their victims and don’t want to pursue it because it’ll bruise their pride. Or they'll keep their promise and come after you.”

Kestrella frowned a little. “Then how can they be stopped?”

The dark elf smiled. Though it was nothing more than friendly, her eyes seemed to be fixated on Kestrella in a way Kalila found all too familiar. The elf’s outfit wasn’t the only source of green in the area. “I have an idea. Of course I’ll need your help. Mainly yours,” she said to Kalila. “Since they invited you specifically.”

“Sure thing!” Kestrella grinned. “I’m Kestrella, by the way. And this is Kal.”

The dark elf held her hand out to Kestrella. “I’m Lilitu and this sleeping bundle is Dolce. Nice to meet you both.”

Jacki, I love this story, and I'm so glad to see new chapters since my last visit!

I love that Kalila is becoming close to Kestrella. I just hope this turns out well for them, you know?

And Tara is finding out that family can come in many different forms. I'm rooting for her to find enough souls to resurrect her sister completely, as gross as it is in practice. I check often to see if you've gotten a new chapter up, and request that King of Beasts posts for me but it looks like he hasn't been doing that.

Lilitu and Dolce!! I knew that had to be her, even though she wasn’t wearing her signature red. It was the straightened hair that clued me! Yay, this just keeps getting better!