@SubRosa: I'm glad Julian's reaction to the Leyawiin's slackabouts earned Vols's approval. As
pilus, Julian gets to do what I've always wanted to do to the slackers I've always been stuck with. Yes, I knew Enilroth was having an affair back in Anvil. I suspect Morvayn knew, too, and that could be why he sent the young kid off to Bruma to cool his globes.
@D. Foxy: I'll see if this next post meets the same approval. I think one or two teeth got swallowed here.
@Acadian: If you liked Sai as the second DI here, I think you'll thoroughly enjoy his presence in this post. I liked that you compared Julian's
pilus act to Jack Webb's. It means I'm doing something right.
@Athynae: I think you'll enjoy the upcoming scene.
@Grits: I'm glad you enjoyed Julian's rant at these slackabouts. She is awesome when she is in full
pilus mode!
@liliandra: Welcome! That is becoming quite a chore, catching up on the entire story. I just peeked at the word count in Scrivener. Yikes! 350K!! I hope to finish this before it hits 400K!
@McB: Why, thank you very much!
@treydog: You will totally love Sai in this one! I loved hearing that crackle in Julian's voice, too.
Julian returned to Bruma to find the Leyawiin contingent woefully unprepared for the escalating crisis. She let her
pilus out in full steam on these hapless idiots. Now she is off to find their so-called leader, Valeria Cordelia.
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Chapter 29.5: A Lesson in LeadershipThe careworn Nord behind the high counter met my gaze as Sai and I entered the
Jerall View. His gaze flickered over my companion.
“We don’t serve dogs in here,” he shouted over the din, a note of ragged grouchiness in his voice.
“That’s all right, sir,” I answered, casting my gaze around the room. The White Stallion was scattered in clumps around the room, most of the men already deep in their cups, and the few women apparently not far behind them. “I’m only looking for a Valeria Cordelia?”
He only shook his head at me with a scowl. Another Nord, younger and with thick black brows, stepped next to me.
“Looking for that Leyawiin tramp?” His tone matched the innkeeper’s expression. “She’s over there,” he pointed out a slim Imperial seated with three other men, all of them knocking back shot glasses of golden liquid.
“Thanks,” I said, turning to approach the table. The Nord’s big hand clamped on my shoulder.
“They’ve drunk enough to start a brawl with anyone,” he warned me. “And I don’t want to get in the middle of ‘em all, if you follow my meaning?"
“Are you the bouncer?” I met his scowl.
“Logvaar’s the name,” he answered. “I get paid to deal with the mean drunks, but it don’t mean I like it when they all start brawlin’ at the same time.”
“I’ll get them out before I start brawling with them, sir,” I shook him off. “Trust me, I’ve done this before.”
“Yes, ma’am, I don’t doubt it.” Logvaar stepped back and clasped his hands behind his back.
When I unclipped the wooden sheath of my katana from my belt a second time that afternoon, Sai dropped his bone to the floor. The heavy limb made a thunk that brought a sudden silence as everyone turned to look at the source of the sound.
Valeria Cordelia met my gaze across the room. Her own dark eyes widened as she recognized me. Then her small chin thrust forward in a pout and she turned her eyes from me. She poured herself another shot from an amber bottle that I recognized as Nordic Whiskey from one of the Skyrim villages.
In two steps I was beside her. The hilt of my katana dropped onto her wrist, knocking the glass away from her face and spilling the alcohol across the table. “Valeria Cordelia?” Once again I let the old
pilus prior out and slammed the sheathed tip onto the table in front of her, making everyone jump. “Do you call yourself a
decanus? How dare you!”
“Dare I?” Cordelia’s eyes flashed through her drunken fog. She slammed her hands onto the table and pushed herself upright. Her chair flew backwards before it tipped over with a loud clatter. “How dare
you!” She pointed a finger into my face. “How dare
you come in here and tell
me what to do!” She reached for the bottle of Nordic whiskey. My scabbarded blade struck her hand away and sent the bottle flying to shatter against the nearby wall. Two of the men at the table leaped up, reaching for me.
Swiftly I jammed the sheathed tip into the belly of one and swung the hilt against the chin of the other, sending both of them reeling back into their chairs. I turned back to Cordelia, rapping her right shoulder hard with the katana. Behind me, Sai growled loudly at the shuffling feet from another table.
The Imperial woman glared up at me, her right arm numbed by my strike. “I have no wish to brawl in here,” I warned her. “You have two choices. You can do what I tell you to do, or you can do this the hard way.”
Behind me one of her companions staggered back up threateningly, his wheezing breath warning me of his approach. Once more I sent the tip of my scabbard backwards into his abdomen. With a groan he collapsed onto the chair. I clamped my left hand on Cordelia’s bruised shoulder, forcing her back against the wall behind her. As she groaned and writhed from the pain my grip triggered, I turned back to the room at large.
“If you consider yourself soldiers and fighting men and women,” I filled my tone with as much contempt as I felt for this slovenly troop, “leave this inn right now. Go back to your encampment, straighten up your tents and see to your gear.
Now!”
About half of the gathered guards staggered to their feet and stumbled out into the darkening afternoon. Cordelia’s three companions and a few of the others lingered, their eyes on her.
Again I slammed my weapon against the table. One of the remaining shot glasses tipped onto its side and rolled over the edge of the oaken surface. The guards shifted startled gazes to me. “Well?” I growled at them. “Do you have trouble understanding your orders?”
“We only take orders from Valeria!” One of the others, the one whose chin I had already rapped, grunted back. Blood from his bitten tongue stained his lips. I narrowed my eyes at his familiar use of her name.
“What kind of orders are those?” I snapped. “The kind that belong in the bedroom?” I shook my head furiously at him. “Let me warn you, I’m a Knight of Leyawiin, and that means I outrank your lovely
Valeria. If you want to keep your globes, get your lazy butts out of here now!”
Finally the men did move, though with much drunken grumbling. They gave the snarling Sai a wide berth and staggered out the double doors. Logvaar closed the panels after them and turned back toward me, a question in his dark eyes.
I pulled Cordelia off the wall and looked around the main room again.
Still quite a few people here. I dragged her after me to the bar and laid my katana down on its smooth surface before the innkeeper. “Do you have a room where we can speak privately, sir?”
“Yes,” he grunted, new respect in his eyes. He hesitated, and I anticipated his thoughts.
“How much?” I reached into my belt purse for my drakes.
“I normally charge twenty-five a night,” he mumbled uncertainly. I tossed a handful of the coins onto the surface. My fingers counted out twenty-five drakes, and gathered up the rest.
He handed me a key. “Downstairs, first door on the right,” he added.
Cordelia protested and struggled as I hauled her down the wide stairs. Sai, who had recovered his bone, bounded down the steps after us.
The door to the assigned room was unlatched, and I booted it open. Cordelia staggered against the writing desk within when I flung her through the doorway. I turned to Sai, dropping my hand to his head. “Stay here, Sai,” I ordered. He stopped just outside the door and whined softly as I closed the door on his blue eyes.
“What do you think you are doing,
fetcher!” Cordelia screamed at me as I faced her again. I stepped past the smaller woman and pulled the chair away from the desk.
“Sit down,” I said quietly, the
pilus still very prominent in my icy tone. “Believe me, you don’t want to do this the hard way.”
“You wouldn’t
dare!” Cordelia spun unsteadily toward me, her right fist floating toward my face. I blocked it easily with my blade, the impact making a cracking sound that echoed around the small chamber. As she staggered back, I caught her right shoulder again and shoved her into the chair.
“I
do dare,” I leaned down to her with a growl. “I’ve led men and women for years. I know what it takes to be combat-ready. I know what needs to be done to get the soldiers to that point and to keep them there. And so far, I haven’t seen any of that from you!”
“It’s not your business!” She knocked my hand from her shoulder.
“Oh, yes it is!” I snapped back. “It’s my business since I am the one that convinced Count Caro he needed to send a fighting force here to assist Bruma. But what does he send? A fighting force? Are you fetching kidding me?” I straightened up, my gaze still locked with hers. She returned my glare hotly, her chest heaving with angry breaths. I took a deep breath. “Have you any Legion experience?”
She blinked at my question, then shook her head fiercely. “What difference does it make?”
Why in 'Blivion did they make her decanus,
instead of Metellus Apsice? “Who in your command has Legion experience?” Her blank stare told me what I needed to know about the quality of her leadership. “Do you mean to tell me you don’t even
know the combat experience of your own command?”
“Why should I?” Cordelia shot back. “I never even wanted to come! Let alone be
decanus!”
I leaned down to her so that we could feel each other’s breaths on our cheeks. “You never wanted command? That’s too bad. You were given it, you’re stuck with it.”
“What gives you the right!” Cordelia shot out of her chair and stumbled over the bed. She staggered to her feet and turned to face me. “You’re not part of the Guard!”
“No, I’m not,” I kept my voice even. “Believe me, if I were part of this Guard, it would be a far different group than the pathetic excuse of reinforcements you’re commanding right now. But,” I stepped closer to her, “I am a Knight of Leyawiin, and that stands for
something, even if my Legion experience doesn’t. And shall I remind you who closed not one, but
two Gates outside your beloved city walls?” I took another deep breath to calm my resurgent temper. “Now ask me again what gives
me the right.”
Cordelia suddenly deflated as the whiskey-induced rage disappeared. She turned her face from me and stared at the floor. “I don’t know how to lead,” she whispered. “Captain Draconis put me in charge of this contingent. I don’t know why - I know nothing about this command you speak of. All I’ve ever done was try to fit in.”
I stepped back, no longer sensing any hostility from her. “Fit in?” I repeated softly. “Are you in a relationship with one of the men?” The flush that spread over her cheeks told me the truth.
More than one? Those three sitting with her? I inhaled slowly. “And no one called you on it?”
“Captain Draconis knew what was going on,” Cordelia murmured. “She even has a few herself on the side.” Her gaze wavered at the flicker I felt passing through my face. “Was that wrong?” She shook her head. “I have no idea how other city Guards behave.”
“All those kinds of relationships do is damage the chain of command,” I said quietly. “In times of peace, it’s not noticeable, but when there’s a crisis -“ I let my voice trail away.
I’m going to have a few words with Inspector General Camillus about this Draconis. She knows better! “Relationships outside the Guard, or your combat unit, are fine, but not with another within your own squad.”
“Are you going to send me home?” Cordelia’s voice turned wispy life a five-year-old child with her hand in the pastry jar. I felt my jaw tighten as she lifted her left hand to wipe at her cheeks.
“Do you want me to?” I made my voice more gentle than censuring.
“I’d rather not be here,” Cordelia lifted her chin and met my gaze. “But I’d prefer to be in Leyawiin even less. Not like this.” She took a deep and shaky breath. “I’ll stay, as long as someone else commands.”
“You were given the command,” I answered. “If you choose to stay here in Bruma, you should carry out your obligations to your men.”
“But I don’t know how!” Cordelia wailed. I cut her off with a chopping motion of my katana.
“There is someone in your troop with Legion experience. I assume you don’t have
that kind of relationship with him?”
“Who?” Somehow Cordelia’s question suggested that she had been “through” many, if not all, of the men in the Leyawiin Guard.
Akatosh no, not Apsice! “Metellus Apsice has that experience. He can advise you.”
“Metellus?” Cordelia repeated, her eyes unfocusing a little. She shook her head, and I stifled my relieved sigh. “No, he’s not my type,” she muttered to herself. “Didn’t he wash out?”
“He completed his rookie tour,” I pointed out. “That makes him a veteran. And he alone of all of your command seems to know how to shine and stow his gear and how officers should be. Shall I have a word with him on your behalf?”
“Would he help me?” Cordelia asked. “I mean, he’s never been interested in me.”
Now I stared at her. “Why wouldn’t he help you?” I shook my head. “I’ve never slept with any of my
tironii, nor have I slept with my commanding officers. Go talk to Ashcroft, with Chorrol. He served his rookie tour in my cohort, he’ll tell you that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my people.”
“Then how can you lead -?” Cordelia shook her head. This time I blinked in consternation.
“Leading by sex is best left to tavern tramps and camp whores,” my blunt words made her wince. “Soldiers, regardless of gender, lead by respect. And respect is not given, it is
earned.”
Cordelia slumped down onto the edge of the bed, her eyes gazing blankly into the distance. “I - I never knew -“ She blinked and focused on me. “Will you show me?”
“I am already bespoken elsewhere,” I shook my head, thinking of Martin. “But I’ll ask Apsice to lend you his support and experience. If you want an example of how a woman should command her men, look no further than Viera Lerus.”